Sweet merciful ********. So much undiagnosed mental illness.

[Xiporah]

My post history in a nutshell.

I really don't understand why I didn't believe my psychiatrist when she told me I have bipolar disorder.

Rants in giant red letters? Pictures of holes I punched in walls? Self harm ranging from deep scratches out of my back to closed fist blows to the head over being called fat? (I have apermanent jaw injury from my head hitting.) Giant rambling posts making myself out to be the worst person alive? Was any of it worth it?

Holy s**t. Hoooollly s**t.

I'm so sorry, to all of you.  

[Zelkiiro]

This is why I don't revisit my post history.  

[Tenacious Travis]

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