Scared

[Kaliscan]

So to be honest I am in limbo because I haven't made a final decision yet on if I want to convert, stay on my spiritual path or just love God/Jesus in general. I keep feeling like I may just be scratching my way towards the truth because that's one of the things I want right now. I could tell you all how I got here from point A to point B but that would take too long....

Bottom line is I want to read the Bible but I'm afraid some crazy crap is going to happen if I do so...I am a firm believer in evil, demons, spirits whatever you name it. So pray that I come out unscathed....But also pray that some kind of white flag goes up in the Bible for me so that I can believe its words and come to love God and Jesus. I actually want to believe in something an I think this might be it.

Thank you for listening to my ramblings.  

[Kaliscan]

OtakuKat

Open a Bible. I firmly believe that you will find God if you keep your heart open.

Thank you for the encouragement! I have opened it this morning and kept finding videos on Youtube, Netflix, and Amazon. I haven't really felt this upbeat in a long time.