((Note: If Avi is physically attracted to the person, they will have a ♡ next to their name. If he is romantically attracted or may be interested in a relationship with them, they will have ♥ next to their name.
Each time the chart is updated, a symbol will be next to each person that has new information with the update. This update's symbol is: ❖))
Family:
xxx✦ ♡Masumi Alaric (Ex-lover/Intimate Friend/Step-Brother)
xxxxxxxxx✂ Status: Alive
xxxxxxxxx✂ Thoughts:
You are someone I never deserved to love. Despite all of the ugliness I carried, despite the pain I caused, you stood
by me and loved a monster. You taught me to hope for better, and to be
kinder to those around me. I can only hope that in time, I can practice what
you taught me. I love you Sumi, I always will.
Update 06/23/2023: I am happy that we can talk normally now without feeling like I am swallowing shards of glass. It is nice to be able to speak like we used to without fear or Rehan speaking for us. I am glad things are going well with Carter, even if I still want to punch his face in. If he hurts you, I will hurt him.
Update 03/16/2024: It makes me happy for you to support me. I am glad we can talk and laugh together with touches that don't break either of us. I missed my best friend so much. It's nice to have that back.
by me and loved a monster. You taught me to hope for better, and to be
kinder to those around me. I can only hope that in time, I can practice what
you taught me. I love you Sumi, I always will.
Update 06/23/2023: I am happy that we can talk normally now without feeling like I am swallowing shards of glass. It is nice to be able to speak like we used to without fear or Rehan speaking for us. I am glad things are going well with Carter, even if I still want to punch his face in. If he hurts you, I will hurt him.
Update 03/16/2024: It makes me happy for you to support me. I am glad we can talk and laugh together with touches that don't break either of us. I missed my best friend so much. It's nice to have that back.
xxx✦ Castielle Bayne (Half-Brother)
xxxxxxxxx✂ Status: Alive
xxxxxxxxx✂ Thoughts:
You and I have never gotten along well,
but I still love you as my brother just the same. Your fierce nature and
will to protect Masumi, even from me, is heartwarming. You are a good
person, and an even greater brother. I am happy that we are finally finding
common ground and talking as siblings again, instead of as enemies.
Update 06/23/2023: Cas, I am so glad that we can tease each other without bitterness or cruelty. Laughing with you makes me want to cry sometimes, but it is a good feeling I promise. Talking with you each week is the highlight of my day.
but I still love you as my brother just the same. Your fierce nature and
will to protect Masumi, even from me, is heartwarming. You are a good
person, and an even greater brother. I am happy that we are finally finding
common ground and talking as siblings again, instead of as enemies.
Update 06/23/2023: Cas, I am so glad that we can tease each other without bitterness or cruelty. Laughing with you makes me want to cry sometimes, but it is a good feeling I promise. Talking with you each week is the highlight of my day.
xxx✦ Marcellus Alaric (Step-Brother)
xxxxxxxxx✂ Status: Alive
xxxxxxxxx✂ Thoughts:
You have always been kind to everyone, a
mediator between Cas and I when Sumi wasn’t around. I know you want
everyone to get along, and I am sorry that you probably won’t ever see that come to fruition. I hope that myself, Masumi, and Castielle are enough for
you to be happy regardless.
Update 06/23/2023: I am pleased to hear each time you give me updates at your new job. I am also amused by the fact that libraries have played such a huge role in all of our lives. A librarian saved me and now one helped me meet someone I like, books gave Masumi an escape, building a library gave Castielle peace, and now you are finding your happiness surrounded by books as well. I am happy for you little brother. Truly and deeply from the bottom of my heart.
update 03/16/2024: I didn't realize how much my relationship with Masumi weighed on you. You said that you had to watch our relationship crumble and fall apart while you felt powerless to stop it. I didn't know you were holding in that kind of weight in your heart. I'm sorry I didn't notice it before you mentioned it. You deserve to be heard.
mediator between Cas and I when Sumi wasn’t around. I know you want
everyone to get along, and I am sorry that you probably won’t ever see that come to fruition. I hope that myself, Masumi, and Castielle are enough for
you to be happy regardless.
Update 06/23/2023: I am pleased to hear each time you give me updates at your new job. I am also amused by the fact that libraries have played such a huge role in all of our lives. A librarian saved me and now one helped me meet someone I like, books gave Masumi an escape, building a library gave Castielle peace, and now you are finding your happiness surrounded by books as well. I am happy for you little brother. Truly and deeply from the bottom of my heart.
update 03/16/2024: I didn't realize how much my relationship with Masumi weighed on you. You said that you had to watch our relationship crumble and fall apart while you felt powerless to stop it. I didn't know you were holding in that kind of weight in your heart. I'm sorry I didn't notice it before you mentioned it. You deserve to be heard.
❖
xxx✦ Rehan Alaric (Father)
xxxxxxxxx✂ Status: Deceased
xxxxxxxxx✂ Thoughts:
I hate you. That should be obvious. You made
me a killer, of both people I didn’t even know, and of my mother. I didn’t
understand how someone could be so cruel, so hateful. Now I know,
because you have made me those things. Alienated me from the rest of
the family. But I have the luxury of knowing that you failed. Sumi is happy,
I am getting there, Castielle is blooming on his own and Marcellus is
learning to trust again. You can’t hurt us anymore.
Update 06/23/2023: I hear you still can't use your abilities or wipe your own a**. Good. I like you more when you are suffering.
Update 06/29/23: I don't know what to make of what you left me with. I will sit and stare at your urn sometimes, wondering what to do with you. I don't know why I asked Masumi to bring you here. Maybe I just wanted you out of that place. Like me, you got lost in your power's madness, and instead of rejecting it like me, you embraced it and became everyone's villain. I don't know if I can forgive you ever, but right now, I don't think I hate you anymore. I pity you.
me a killer, of both people I didn’t even know, and of my mother. I didn’t
understand how someone could be so cruel, so hateful. Now I know,
because you have made me those things. Alienated me from the rest of
the family. But I have the luxury of knowing that you failed. Sumi is happy,
I am getting there, Castielle is blooming on his own and Marcellus is
learning to trust again. You can’t hurt us anymore.
Update 06/23/2023: I hear you still can't use your abilities or wipe your own a**. Good. I like you more when you are suffering.
Update 06/29/23: I don't know what to make of what you left me with. I will sit and stare at your urn sometimes, wondering what to do with you. I don't know why I asked Masumi to bring you here. Maybe I just wanted you out of that place. Like me, you got lost in your power's madness, and instead of rejecting it like me, you embraced it and became everyone's villain. I don't know if I can forgive you ever, but right now, I don't think I hate you anymore. I pity you.
xxx✦ Akane Alaric (Step-Mother)
xxxxxxxxx✂ Status: Alive
xxxxxxxxx✂ Thoughts:
You are a whore. There is no way around that.
I guess it is in your nature, because of what you are. But I hold no love for
you, nor respect. What you did to my mother will never be forgiven. What
you did to Sumi, will never be forgiven.
Update 06/23/2023: Kindly go to hell as soon as possible and take my trash father with you.
Update 03/16/2024: Knowing that you aren't just getting away with what you did gives me immense satisfaction. It is my belief that you were the one that was able to manipulate Rehan so easily. You got into his mind and tried to weave things the way you wanted. I hope your children can watch you deteriorate in that hell like you made us do wit Rehan.
I guess it is in your nature, because of what you are. But I hold no love for
you, nor respect. What you did to my mother will never be forgiven. What
you did to Sumi, will never be forgiven.
Update 06/23/2023: Kindly go to hell as soon as possible and take my trash father with you.
Update 03/16/2024: Knowing that you aren't just getting away with what you did gives me immense satisfaction. It is my belief that you were the one that was able to manipulate Rehan so easily. You got into his mind and tried to weave things the way you wanted. I hope your children can watch you deteriorate in that hell like you made us do wit Rehan.
xxx✦ Airi Alaric (Half-sister)
xxxxxxxxx✂ Status: Alive
xxxxxxxxx✂ Thoughts:
You are a spitting image of your mother’s
cruelty. I am pleased to say that I barely know a single thing about you.
Update 06/23/2023: I hear that you had your heart broken and were publicly humiliated for it because you were being insufferable to your significant other. I wish I could take the high road and tell you I am sorry for your experience, but frankly I have no warmth in my heart for you. I hope this is a teaching moment for you in the future. Being like your mother or our father will only end in your downfall.
cruelty. I am pleased to say that I barely know a single thing about you.
Update 06/23/2023: I hear that you had your heart broken and were publicly humiliated for it because you were being insufferable to your significant other. I wish I could take the high road and tell you I am sorry for your experience, but frankly I have no warmth in my heart for you. I hope this is a teaching moment for you in the future. Being like your mother or our father will only end in your downfall.
xxx✦ Wren Alaric (Half-brother)
xxxxxxxxx✂ Status: Alive
xxxxxxxxx✂ Thoughts:
You always wanted to be father’s favorite
and get his attention, while hating me because that was the role I had.
I didn’t want it then, and I do not want it now. Take it if you know what it
costs.
Update 06/23/2023: Tell me, is being father's only son what you still want now that you have to wipe his a** for a living because your mother is already off galivanting with someone else now that he's useless to her? How is being the favorite now hmm? Was burning all those bridges really worth it? You twins really make me understand just how petty I can be sometimes.
and get his attention, while hating me because that was the role I had.
I didn’t want it then, and I do not want it now. Take it if you know what it
costs.
Update 06/23/2023: Tell me, is being father's only son what you still want now that you have to wipe his a** for a living because your mother is already off galivanting with someone else now that he's useless to her? How is being the favorite now hmm? Was burning all those bridges really worth it? You twins really make me understand just how petty I can be sometimes.
xxx✦ Meadow Alaric (Mother)
xxxxxxxxx✂ Status: Deceased
xxxxxxxxx✂ Thoughts:
I’m...so so sorry. Because of me...because I failed
to protect you, you lost yourself. What happened to you wasn’t my fault, I
can say that confidently now, but I was a party in your downfall. And I can
never forgive myself for it. I love you, mother. And I am sorry I failed you.
Update 06/23/2023: I...I had the opportunity to see you the other day in a home video Masumi found hidden. I don't know why it managed to survive when Rehan tried to wipe you clean from the home, but I am grateful to have it. I think that is the first time I was able to properly cry without feeling guilt, just sadness that I couldn't see you anymore. I am sorry mom...I never meant to hurt you, I wish I could change what happened. I know I can't, but I will try to make up for the time you lost and live for us both. I hope you are at peace, and able to exist without pain.
update 03/16/2024: Father kept your things hidden away. Reading his letter, I realize that there is more to him than I knew. His dipping into the minds of other was poisoning him and driving him mad. I am glad he was able to come to his senses before his last moments. If he hadn't, I wouldn't have been able to see your face again.
to protect you, you lost yourself. What happened to you wasn’t my fault, I
can say that confidently now, but I was a party in your downfall. And I can
never forgive myself for it. I love you, mother. And I am sorry I failed you.
Update 06/23/2023: I...I had the opportunity to see you the other day in a home video Masumi found hidden. I don't know why it managed to survive when Rehan tried to wipe you clean from the home, but I am grateful to have it. I think that is the first time I was able to properly cry without feeling guilt, just sadness that I couldn't see you anymore. I am sorry mom...I never meant to hurt you, I wish I could change what happened. I know I can't, but I will try to make up for the time you lost and live for us both. I hope you are at peace, and able to exist without pain.
update 03/16/2024: Father kept your things hidden away. Reading his letter, I realize that there is more to him than I knew. His dipping into the minds of other was poisoning him and driving him mad. I am glad he was able to come to his senses before his last moments. If he hadn't, I wouldn't have been able to see your face again.
Friends:
xxx✦ ♡♥Saeyong Joon (Dating Interest)
xxxxxxxxx✂ Status: Alive...thank goodness
xxxxxxxxx✂ Thoughts:
I still don't know what to make of you. Being around you feels dangerous, because I feel like you are teaching me to let go in areas I need to be in control of. I am terrified I will kill you, but exhilarated by the idea that I haven't been able to at all, that you can withstand my touch without death being imminent. I hope your encouragement to toss away the past does me some good. I can't deal with people who have ill intentions anymore.
Update 06/23/2023: ....I don't know where to begin with you. Perhaps thank you might be a good start? You have helped me with my ability control, the issues I have had in the library, let go of something I was holding onto much too hard, and helped me feel a bit like I can actually live normally. I feel like I have grown more comfortable in my skin being able to practice my ability with you in the times we have met. You jest and you tease, but I...actually don't mind. You are able to get a genuine laugh out of me that I didn't even know I was capable of. I have enjoyed your company, and I hope to continue meeting in the future. I will never wear that marshmallow monstrosity though, so don't bother asking me again.
TBU when the Memory Lane is done
Update 06/23/2023: ....I don't know where to begin with you. Perhaps thank you might be a good start? You have helped me with my ability control, the issues I have had in the library, let go of something I was holding onto much too hard, and helped me feel a bit like I can actually live normally. I feel like I have grown more comfortable in my skin being able to practice my ability with you in the times we have met. You jest and you tease, but I...actually don't mind. You are able to get a genuine laugh out of me that I didn't even know I was capable of. I have enjoyed your company, and I hope to continue meeting in the future. I will never wear that marshmallow monstrosity though, so don't bother asking me again.
TBU when the Memory Lane is done
Acquaintances:
xxx✦ Jean the cat (The cat from the grocery store)
xxxxxxxxx✂ Status: Alive
xxxxxxxxx✂ Thoughts:
You seem to have no means of minding
people’s boundaries. Which isn’t all surprising considering that you are
a cat. I will now garter any creature I see with a suspicion only borne from
dealing with a sketchy being like yourself. Please do people a favor and
stop stealing.
Update 06/23/2023: I still watch cats suspiciously because of you...
people’s boundaries. Which isn’t all surprising considering that you are
a cat. I will now garter any creature I see with a suspicion only borne from
dealing with a sketchy being like yourself. Please do people a favor and
stop stealing.
Update 06/23/2023: I still watch cats suspiciously because of you...
xxx✦ ♡ Timo Ari Harmaajärvi (Gentleman mesmerizing eyes)
xxxxxxxxx✂ Status: Alive
xxxxxxxxx✂ Thoughts:
I am not sure what led to you approaching me...
I wish I could apologize for being so standoffish, but I am not good with
people.
Update 06/23/2023: Meeting again in the library for a short time gave me the opportunity to apologize for being so standoffish at the gym. You...have lovely eyes and a kind demeanor. Thank you for speaking with me, even if it was short lived. It would be nice to meet you again to try my hand at conversating with someone new.
I wish I could apologize for being so standoffish, but I am not good with
people.
Update 06/23/2023: Meeting again in the library for a short time gave me the opportunity to apologize for being so standoffish at the gym. You...have lovely eyes and a kind demeanor. Thank you for speaking with me, even if it was short lived. It would be nice to meet you again to try my hand at conversating with someone new.
Relationship Status:
xxx✦ Avi is single...because he is way too awkward to get relationships easily.
Profile:
xxx✦ This is him
Home:
xxx✦ 1506 Lumiere Housing District
❖One person was❖ updated: 06/29/2023
