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 Posted: Fri Apr 15, 2022 2:36 am
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「◈◈ — General 」
Name: Utatu
Nicknames:
N/A currently! Gender: Male
Orientation: Panromantic || Pansexual
Species: Cheetah
Age: Middle-age
Seer: No
Color: #91A4E5
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「◈◈ — Family 」
Parents: NPC x NPC
Mate: None
Siblings:
None
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「◈◈ — Details 」
Size: Taller than average and lanky
Strength: Average
Speed: Average
Endurance: Average
Disabilities: None
Marks: None
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「◈◈ — Personality 」
Life has been slow and hard for Utatu, having once hardened a warm heart into a cold and distant one until time softened the wounds. He is now fairly easygoing but has lost the seriousness he used to view life. Nothing matters that much to him; it's all so-so, with little importance or emphasis. Perhaps that's how he ended up coping, drifting through life and refusing to let himself grow attached in case it was ripped from his paws again. It's easier, that's for sure, but it's lonely -- a part of him wants more, but he's afraid to ask for it.
So he doesn't.
Instead, he fades in and out of others' lives. He's friendly, sarcastic, and interested in aiding those who might need it, but he also is keen on finding the exit before things get too deep. There have been times he's hesitated -- times he's wondered what would happen if he stood still and let life take him as it wanted to, but Utatu returns to his wandering before he has enough time to regret his decisions. Deep down, though, he's waiting for something that makes him stay. Someone, someone, someplace; whatever it is that keeps his paws from their constant trek.
Utatu is also a proud and clever cheetah, finding pleasure in exerting his intelligence and solving puzzles. He can take on challenges far too great for him as a result, but he isn't too proud that he can't admit defeat. Utatu is not quick to anger and holds his temper well, sometimes even swallowing down his thoughts and opinions to keep the peace. He's not the type to express himself either, especially companioned with the fact he most likely won't be in the same spot the next morning.
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「◈◈ — History 」
Born into a small litter to a wandering cheetah mother who had merely brushed against his father one night, Utatu was not a wanted child. None of his siblings were, and they quickly perished for it, succumbing to negligence from a single mother who only gave her bare minimum to one child -- him. He grew up without much, constantly blaming himself for being the "chosen one" and often chasing after the affection he knew he ought to be given from a mother who felt no kinship with him. She vanished from his side one night while he slept, leaving a juvenile Utatu on his own.
He survived for a time by himself, even feeling a bit of relief now that he didn't need to clamor for his mother's love. The peace and quiet between his younger days and his eventual adulthood would later be favorably looked back on -- it was possibly the most peace he would ever feel.
As a young adult, he traveled closer to lands where he had seen other animals from time to time, bringing him to the doorstep of Sahaulifu. The two were smitten with one another immediately, prompting Utatu to linger by her den for a few days and eventually even sleep with her. Life was perfect and a bit fast-paced, but he was happy.
Until her mate came home.
Kweu'Chini returned home and everything came crashing down. Utatu was told of Sahaulifu's disability; her memory frequently would vanish at random moments of her life, with no rhyme or reason, and leave her like a blank slate. Utatu had met her during said moment, and with the return of her mate, she had regained her memory. Utatu struggled to comprehend and honestly believe her, but the case worsened; she was pregnant.
So he stayed nearby, lingering on the edge of her territory clashing with Kweu'Chini time and time again. Utatu remained as neutral as possible, but Kweu'Chini bristled, bared his teeth, and delivered threat after threat. Still, he stayed, hoping the children would be his or perhaps Sahaulifu would fall for him like she had that night, but this time for real. His heart broke slowly, shattering into fragments when the children were born and were clearly not his.
Sahualifu still leaned on him, seeking him out and consistently spending her days with him. Utatu was sure this would not end well, but he had fallen hard for her. She was his first love, after all. Sahualifu and Kweu'Chini began to fight and Utatu watched them, brewing in his indecision and hurt. Eventually, finally, he came to a conclusion: this wasn't healthy.
So he left.
He vanished in the dead of the night and never turned back, traveling by himself for ages. Utatu stayed alone and lonely for years, choosing deliberately to avoid others and the complications that came with them. Now an aged man, Utatu had learned to be comfortable on his own, finally moving past the heartbreak that had spurned his lonely journey.
[PRP] - Moving On [Ongoing]
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「◈◈ — Home 」
Home: Currently traveling
Pride/Pack: None
Position: None
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「◈◈ — Notes 」
Kept Children: [0/4]
Open for roleplay: Yes
Open for romance: No; currently trying with magna characters
Open for breeding: No
Open for pride/packs: No, seeing where romance plots go
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