Well...its official....

[RoninRampage]

Guys...you know i have been engaged to a girl i loved for 2 years

But recently ive given two posts...and all this jazz...


But....ive officially ended it....i couldnt do it anymore. I choose my life and future over love....  

[Pensakura]

What happened to make you break up? neutral  

[[kookies]]

wow man, that sucks but sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do. I wish you well  

[Canicuss]

That's not always a bad choice.  

[toricmpbll]

i wish u luck and happiness  

[[kookies]]

we can kick it and drink sometime twisted  

[RoninRampage]

Its all good...

It was all just how she looked at the future...wanting kids young....we didnt do anything different at all...And as i aged, i changed...and made new friends...and tried new things...that werent always good...but i tried them..

Her...she never wanted to change....and just...didnt do antyhing....so i said i cant take it...and after our huge fight last month....i said i dont feel the same...her kiss....was loveless to me...

The kiss should define your love...and with no love in the kiss...there is no love...

I have died on the inside...im sure you have heard that one hundred times...but im no emo...and no crybaby...but i havent so much as sobbed once....it hurts yes...but i dont hurt trully....

And you guys are great...you help alot guys....and Kookies...i am so looking forward to it....after i beat up muerto...we are so gonna drink ourselves stupid...or ill do it for the both of us...i feel like i need one...but not a drop in sight for about a month and a half...  

[Pensakura]

Wow that sucks cry Me and Jin will drink with you too. We like to drink. I also don't think that if she wanted to change you she really loved you for who you were. Maybe it was for the best. But it's okay for guys to cry you know. Seesh, men.  

[toricmpbll]

Pensakura

Wow that sucks cry Me and Jin will drink with you too. We like to drink. I also don't think that if she wanted to change you she really loved you for who you were. Maybe it was for the best. But it's okay for guys to cry you know. Seesh, men.

yeah men should cry more  

[RoninRampage]

I tried to cry...the thing was...i couldnt....she had literally killed something in me that makes it like impossible...the closest i cam tonight was because of stupid drama at work that cost me two of my best friends....and almost myself...  

[toricmpbll]

RoninRampage

I tried to cry...the thing was...i couldnt....she had literally killed something in me that makes it like impossible...the closest i cam tonight was because of stupid drama at work that cost me two of my best friends....and almost myself...

at least u admit it. i hope things get better  

[getsumei]

toricmpbll

Pensakura

Wow that sucks cry Me and Jin will drink with you too. We like to drink. I also don't think that if she wanted to change you she really loved you for who you were. Maybe it was for the best. But it's okay for guys to cry you know. Seesh, men.

yeah men should cry more

3nodding  

[RoninRampage]

toricmpbll

RoninRampage

I tried to cry...the thing was...i couldnt....she had literally killed something in me that makes it like impossible...the closest i cam tonight was because of stupid drama at work that cost me two of my best friends....and almost myself...

at least u admit it. i hope things get better

Well still no tear in sight...but you know...my life went to literall hell after leavin her...i think i loved her because she is what helped me get through each day...so...i decided...i wanted her back...and she took me back...i dont know how its going to be at first...her family save the brother...hate me...and ive been doing alot of stupid stuff recently ... (ALOT OF DRINKING)....and i really like the drinking part...im pretty sure if i dont get control soon...im gonna be a drunk  

[[kookies]]

RoninRampage

toricmpbll

RoninRampage

I tried to cry...the thing was...i couldnt....she had literally killed something in me that makes it like impossible...the closest i cam tonight was because of stupid drama at work that cost me two of my best friends....and almost myself...

at least u admit it. i hope things get better

Well still no tear in sight...but you know...my life went to literall hell after leavin her...i think i loved her because she is what helped me get through each day...so...i decided...i wanted her back...and she took me back...i dont know how its going to be at first...her family save the brother...hate me...and ive been doing alot of stupid stuff recently ... (ALOT OF DRINKING)....and i really like the drinking part...im pretty sure if i dont get control soon...im gonna be a drunk

that just goes to show how much she meant to you 3nodding

 

[toricmpbll]

RoninRampage

toricmpbll

RoninRampage

I tried to cry...the thing was...i couldnt....she had literally killed something in me that makes it like impossible...the closest i cam tonight was because of stupid drama at work that cost me two of my best friends....and almost myself...

at least u admit it. i hope things get better

Well still no tear in sight...but you know...my life went to literall hell after leavin her...i think i loved her because she is what helped me get through each day...so...i decided...i wanted her back...and she took me back...i dont know how its going to be at first...her family save the brother...hate me...and ive been doing alot of stupid stuff recently ... (ALOT OF DRINKING)....and i really like the drinking part...im pretty sure if i dont get control soon...im gonna be a drunk

it's really bad when the family hates u