I'm going to rant on and on about how bad I feel. Warning you now. PEOPLE MAY HATE ME. I REPEAT, REPEAT:
PEOPLE MAY HATE ME. And they most likely will.
Ok, rant time. (condensed form)
x. I hate Q-tip
x. I hate Diego
x. I hate Ashley
x. I hate having to keep my HUGE secret.
x. I have my school obsessed mother
x. I hate my father
x. I hate people.
Is that ok? now, reasons.
x. I hate Q-tip because he's annoying and it's been getting on my nerves. I'm pissed off. A LOT.
x. I hate Diego because he just tries to fit in with us, though he don't give a s**t. Why does he hangout with us anyway? oh no wait. He loves Ashley. rolleyes
x. I hate ashley because I can pretty much tell she don't care. She'll talk to Kimmy all nice, and then when she leaves she'll turn and say "I hate her", so how do I know she doesn't hate me too like that? I have no proof. And everyone ADORES her. She doesn't care about them at all really but everyone still loves her. God, I wish I could be adored like that, but that's asking too much -_-
Sure you could call my "jealous" or whatever, but I don't feel jealousy. I feel anger. It's kinda unfair to her followers.
x. This goddamn secret... I can't say it really because well, people would tell their parents and soon word would get around and s**t, and my "mom" really wants to believe this. It's a deep, deep secret.
x. ALL my mother cares about is school. I threw up in the school bathroom today, but all she asks is "Did you finish the spelling extra credit?!" god, I'm pissed.
x. I hate my father. I hate him because he was never here for me. I miss him, yea, but it also upsets me.
x. I'm feeling really depressive and weird and sick right now, so I'm remembering all the times stuff happened and they where mean to me.
Well that's it. Sorry if I offended anybody. I really am sorry. I'm just upset. And I'm sick right now... but I hide it well.
 supergalkate · Wed May 16, 2007 @ 03:53am · 1 Comments |
