... I just feel extremely worthless... I feel like I am annoying everyone around me. And I mean everyone... I mean, I know I annoy one person the most, and she knows it. It starts out as me saying something stupid, or laughing when I'm not supposed to... Am I really that annoying? I mean... I don't think I am, but what do I know, right? xD Maybe I should just leave her alone for a while... I mean if she hates me so much and I annoy her every five seconds of my life, maybe I should just stay away, you know?
Also my mom... I seem to annoy her too, but it's usually because I don't do the dishes or crap like that. Sometimes I just get yelled at for no reason, but that's ok, because even though she yells at me, my dad is there to tell her to shut up when he gets back from work. xDDD Yes, my dad is my hero. :3
And of course, there I go worrying about my future... I feel like the things we learn might not come in handy or something. I mean, you know when you say to the teacher, "When are we ever going to use this in life?" Now I feel like saying that. I also feel inferior. That I am somehow going to fail in life or something... ._.; I don't know. I guess I am just paranoid about things... A lot of things... :/
Damey-chama · Fri May 18, 2007 @ 10:31pm · 1 Comments |