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Slippin’, slippin’, slippin’ into the deep
Hopin’, hopin’, hopin’ that we’ll meet
Slippin’, slippin’, slippin’
Hopin’, hopin’, hopin’
You know
You know
I’ve been searching high and low
To find the place I can call home
A sanctuary
Not so scary
I keep on wishin’, wishin’, wishing on a star
Maybe, maybe, it’s far
fetched
Wishin’, wishin’, wishin’
Maybe, maybe, maybe
I just have to know
I just have to know
Where do I go?
Trying to find home
A happy ending
That’s still pending
Just keep meltin’, meltin’, meltin into the past
Hope this fadin’, fadin’, fadin’ doesn’t last
Meltin’, meltin’, meltin’
Fadin’, fadin’, fadin’
Want you to know
Want you to know
That as I grow
I’ll need a home
Need a family
Now just tell me
Should I, should I, should I give up hope?
Could I, could I, could I give up hope?
Should I, should I, should I?
Could I, could I, could I?

I needed you
You know you needed me too
So why why why
Did you have to lie?
It ruined everything
Now I'm missing
You
Missing you
Missing you
I miss the good times
And even the bad times
But this time's the worst
Must be your first
Relationship
How do you not know?
You gotta go
Was I not enough?
Did you need more love?
You held my hand
I held your hand
We kissed
I wished
That could last
Did you really think
I wouldn't be on the brink
When I found?
I wouldn't throw you down?
You just have to cheat
Everytime you and her meet
Well who's laughing now?
I've moved on
You've done me wrong
You have no chance
To get me back
So now you lack
A girlfriend
That cow you chose
Now knows
You can't be trusted
So now I shove
The love
We once had in your face
I now have to say
Ok
You've made your choice
Save your voice
Bye bye
Bye bye
You've made your choice
Bye bye
Save your voice
Bye bye

I wish I could say
No no not today
I can't handle this
Especially not that kiss

You make me complete
But of course
You have yet to meet
The one
Your one

Check my messages
Gimme a break it's love
Can't handle this
I found the one
You've yet to come
To realize you did too

Finally a call
I jump up and answer the phone
You say you've finally fall-
En for me
Ask me on a date
Say ok and wait, wait, wait

Still no word after a week
I just sit and weep
See you finally
Kissin' somebody
Yeah
Walk up and throw the punch
I watch you fall and laugh
You ask, "What the hell?"
"Ha you do the math."

I check my messages
Gimme a break it's love
Can't handle this
I found the one
He's yet to come
To realize he has too

Oh god hope I'm right
Will he just drain my light?
A different guy a different world
My heart's already in two
Is it really true?
Maybe this will be
A happy ending for me

A game of Truth or Dare
Started my nightmare
"Who do you like?"
Oh boy
I told who I liked

Someone just had to
Give my secret away
It's true
Went outside to teasing

Believed my friend
"I didn't tell, she did."
Pointing to someone else
Wish she would have shut her lid

I just deny
Inside I want to cry
Avoid my crush at all costs
I've lost

Someone just had to
Give my secret away
It's true
Went outside to teasing

Thank goodness I didn't tell
My other crush's name
Want to scream and yell
He's not talking to me
Maybe that's why it's called a crush
I'm crushed

The traitor friend comes over, my insides burn
"Buzz off!" I say
"Just turn
Away!"

Run out of school and to home
Go to my room and start to cry
Keep thinking why why why?
Just want to curl up and die

Someone just had to
Give my secret away
It's true
Went outside to teasing