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will myemotions stop ripping me
i wishthes 429 fealing would leave
i cant stand these fealings i just want to
cry and die and be on with it
i had the fealings i want id be happy
but i cant get what want
no matter what id try
i think it just me turning 16 i dunno
but ever seince16
came close i wanted a freshmen more and more
and i cant exspress my self i dont want 2 b 429
i dont want2 b 24 eaither i just wan to break
downi cant exspress my self ever seince ihadibunch of429guys
at my old job
i fall in bak 2 being 24
andi want this fresh men i really cant scream to muchhe hurts my painiwant 2 just hump jump and rape thefreshmen my pain flows the pain is so bad i want to wach the blood dribp cuz i am sodissapointed so depressed i want to feall the cuts to realive my self but the bestwayis toleave out of my life every 1 who is 429
but i try and find my self right back tothe freshmeni am in love with i tell him i love u he cantfeal my pain i dont know what to do but i cryharder and harder now ihavenothing but free time may be i should ask him out