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ATACK OF TEH GOOGELY EYES!!... *ahem*
Yesh just ingore me there... teehee *feels all pretty* neutral Too pretty... *tears my avatars outfit and messes teh hair* ITS TO CUTESY!!!... yet im to lazy and cheap to change the hair... I'll keep it for a while.. if i can stand it. Because i do like it.. Just... CUTESY!!
Okay i got that out... xd Last few days have been pretty high all and all. Cept for a really bad time which got me down, still does when i think about it so i tend not to.
but anyway.. Thrusday night i went out with kat and karly, Kel and joel followed along later on, to a concert just uptown. Tripsis was there 3ed in and it was boring until they came on. I, of course, flung myself into the mosh pits and got thrown around like a rag doll because im so light and small comapred to the mohawk metal rockers and other random freaks old womyn are paraniod about. Seconed one i went in at the concert was when Curtis ((lead vocal)) Jumped into the crowd and made his own mosh pit. It was so much larger then the first but i didnt get hurt as badly. Though i think i triped over Curtis, my head hit against the cement so i had a bit of a tipsy moment after i got out. Plus i had my nose elbowed into in the first round. Fun times it was.
Friday from like 4:30 i was at taekwondo, got my green stripe. I had to show what i know and i made it threw. though i screwed up so badly in my pattern, i did raising blocks instead of high punchs... *grumbles*still earned my Demo team patch After all that though. and got to go celebrate the 4 new black belts with Ashley, Jess, Sung-lee, Henry... Couple boys i still dont know their names, Treverm jordyn and Kylee. Went off to red robins to munch down on.. duh, FOOD! -.- Then got back to jess's place and stayed there until midnight about. It was rather fun even though Trever beat me every time at the X-box games we were playing.. I actaly found it more entertaining to do the games instead of sit pretty and talk with the other girls. Kinda creepy dont you think? >.> Im turning tomboy! or.. just game g33kifyed... Prolly that *dont want to be a tom boy* sweatdrop No offence any of you girlieguys out there if your reading this.
Alls well and even though i dont remember when... But Nick, ahh.. good ol' him again in my journal eh? -.- shut up. But he went into my Runescape account and some freak i scarcly even remember told him we ******** all the time. Which really isnt true cuz i havent seen him for.. i really dont know HOW long... Its been so long sense i had contact i cant even remember the last time we passed hellos. But, of course, Nick belived him so he was majorly pissed off at me. Really put me down and said a couple things which just made me flip out... I should of fliped on him, but.. As always, i couldnt. I tweaked out on Niki sad She was trying to help me out and i just really blew her off and started ranting about how she acts when around her bf and shunns off all her friends. I said some pretty hurtful things i really regrate... But things are fine between us still, you may as well say i helped by telling her the hard way. She even wrote kinky on my a** today and nuzzled me X3 And, of course, the italian kiss kiss cheek cheek thing we do now.
Yes, i said she wrote kinky on my a** today. That is because today i wore my old jeans i never wear anymore only had a handful of sharpies and everyone signed my pants and drew what ever. It was actaly quiet amusing... I have so many things on my pants now yet i still have more room. Maybe i'll take a picture of my sexy pant-artwork and put it up here, because its amusing to look at.
Nothing happening on saturday but on sunday i went over to Roberts place with Derick. He had been there the last 2 days sleeping over, lazy brat. But mainly we sat, played games, and then watched the ending of the hulk. It was rather cute... Derick was hogging the pillow so i layed on his chestthe pillow and then Rob layed on my thiegh... Hehe, i got to play with his hair. It was one of his cute moments... sweatdrop After the rain stoped and movie was over we went out to jump on the trapoline. It turned out being a blast, expessaly for them. They took revenge against me for de-panting them so many times before. But i was wearing my jeans so they took down my panties as well, luckily they didnt get them over my hips, i saved myself... atleast 4 times. They wouldnt give up. They did almost get them off one time and im like "okay, thats enough!" Cuz you know, panties i'll laugh off but actaly being half naked infront of two of my better guy friends? Uh, no! they stoped respetfully and i was thankful cuz like... It was too close lol. Though with all that i think im crushing on Rob again xp *groans* As if he'll like me again... Im not all that likable to make a guy fall for me all over again. Im enjoying the friendship so what ever... He huged me before i left though, well, more like i jumped on him because he was being evil and he pulled me down on the matress with him. It was rather funny, me laying there ontop of him and his arms tight around me... That is a feeling i miss, being held that way. Felt so good... x_x I was laying my head down on his chest when his mom walked in though, lmfao!! I was like "OH s**t... Rob, i want your necklace" And made like i jumped on him to steal his necklace. He does have some nice ones... Which i do want.. x.x
But this kinda sucks more because, not only will ne not like me back, but i got a lil crush on David from taekwondo. he goes to my school and everything, hes so hot, nice, funny, playfull... Only drawback is that he is grade 12... sweatdrop So mainly totaly out of my leage... He's way to good for me heh xp hehe, My eye candy, that is what he is. Then Riley is still after me i think, he is pestering me into letting me have him over to my place... He says its because he wants to meet my pareents... stare Im curious as to why he wants to meet them so much. If its to ask them if we could date i'd have to decline him. He's a good friend but i dont see anything that way about him.
Okay wow i talked alot right now... Mabe because no one is talking to me on MSN... Blue__lightening@hotmail.com if anyone doesnt know it... Starricey on AOL. Stupid... i got 11 people online xd One of them is Nick, Isnt talking to me. So immature of him... Oh well. I know how he feels about me and that is enough. I dont really have to worry anymore i dont think... Love never dies... But it can be tucked away and surpressed until forgoten. Hopefully he doesnt re-kindel my feelings as he did before. Okay... Im good now heh... Maybe i'll just say hi to someone... I dont like saying Hi first... I dont know why, maybe because they might be busy or something.. heh..
Bye bye everyone... Lovers to all my homies!! ((lol... yeh, right...homie))
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Megan... Aka Fire.
 playwithfire · Tue Apr 19, 2005 @ 02:34am · 2 Comments |
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