Well things are looking up for me school is near a close, and with it comes the gentle embrace of summer whose heat will toss me about and batter me. I will be visiting my half brother next month, the last weekend of May (much to my lament Chelsea's family dosen't trust me, Yet. Which is sad considering that I really wanted to be there for her birthday poo. However I have things planned for maybe sometime this summer or in november) Anyway it'll be good to see him again I haven't seen him since the funeral of my father(I know I have bitter sweet feelings about him, its just that since he died things changed). At the end of June I'm going to go visit that side of the family for a reunion which should prove to be nothing but indifferent to say the least. Hopefully I won't be the only sober person there sad ho hum. It sucks that in life you can't choose who your related to or how your born or who your born to. You just gotta take what your given and go I guess. I love you Chelsea. Anyway sorry I haven't Updated my story like I said I would. Somethings you can force, such as having an entire country fall to its knees after you get its people addicted to a highly adictive drug (like opium), you can force feed someone (not always a good idea to do), force someone into rehab (those forced tend to go back to what they were using), and you can force sex (its not rape, just surprise sex (god am I awful and yes I know I am going to Hell)) However the one thing you cannot do is force creativity. Well gotta go, I love you Chelsea
 Azalin · Thu Apr 21, 2005 @ 07:09am · 2 Comments |
