For about almost 2 years now. None of my friends who actually live in my city or who i go/gone to school with have not talked to me, stopped by my house.. , or even called me, or even sent me a letter , for that matter... I feel really bad because since 5th grade i've felt like i've lost all my friends, sure yeah i made two new ones in middle school, and then that friend moved away up to ********' new hampshire in 7th grade and i still have that other one friend but now they don't seem to care about me. I know since i've been out of school for wow... since october they've made lots of new friends, my brother's the one who actually told me that. Though they still can contact me online, they don't even try, not even to say just "hi." I recently found out they actually had me blocked on aim. I guess they really aren't my friend anymore.. Even this friend that aparently had a crush on me and still does, doesn't even talk to me anymore.
I think If i was not on this medication i would have actually killed myself about 5 months ago.
How would you feel?
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Well this must be sorta... uh... random since it's a journal thingy. I'll probably write about things that are going on in life.
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