*sighs* yup, miserary and depression hit my group of friends pretty hard and none of us act the same anymore, im doin okay with everything but its gettin to me to, its hard to keep a smile when so others are inm tears... its like a virus... sugar helps alot in these situations so ive been keepin alot of stuff with me like pixie sticks, frappuccunos and chocolate... heheh, picks up the mood but today it was so odd... everyone was talkin yes but man.. it was like a teachers lector, no fun at all, everyone was like "blah blach blahk" so i was walkin off (( no one but Megan noticed i was leaving -_- )) to go hang in the tree i like to climb and i ran into robert just as i was leaving the buildin so we ended up hanging out and stalkin one of his friends, he says hes depressed but he always seems happy even though he doesnt smile often and is fun to be around... then Megan the girl who notticed me leaving saw us and followed to the tree and we had a pretty fun time throwing apples at eachother, climbin the tree and tackeling eachother... took a while for rob and megan to relaxe wityh eachother, well more rob, he is only comfy with those he knows. but yeah i think i hurt him by jumpin on him after he put me in a head lock >.< brat... lol, his hair is white now!!! hes the blue haired kid that i dyed and it washed out quickly so now its all bleachy... he looks purrrrrrrrrdy! biggrin xd lol! wheee damn i get talkin on something and i end up typing forever..... DAM FRAPPUCCUNO! *ish hyper now* wheeeeee!!! biggrin biggrin hehe, sugary! must... leaVE... journal.. to ...bug.. slave...BYE!
 playwithfire · Tue Oct 19, 2004 @ 12:32am · 1 Comments |
