This is from my second last journal entry....
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Yeah, I just got booted out of the GCD prommies/regs guild. Why? Cause I referred to Chax as a "she." According to IFW, if I don't know Chax is a guy then I'm not a reg. Well, not sure if I agree or not, but, thing is, I do know Chax is a guy. But I almost always refer to people as their avis gender - it's the same with Cid and Kayla (Freddie is an exception - well, was, before he changed back to a guy avi anyway). So I Pmed IFW, and I know it's gone through but I've got no reply - and I sent a request to join but it's been declined, by her. This is really unfair. Just cause I have never been able to get my head round opposite gender avis.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to b***h about the guild - I LOVE the guild, I wouldn't care if I didn't. I love the people there and that's why I want to go back so badly. I was having such a great time there (even if it was eating into my actual GCD time). And I'm not really bitching about IFW - I mean, she's a really nice person and everything, I'm just hurt by what she did.
But my only thoughts I to find someway to get back into the guild. I don't hold grudges for small stuff, like I care. But I love that guild and I'm so upset to no longer be part of it and I'll do anything to get back.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to b***h about the guild - I LOVE the guild, I wouldn't care if I didn't. I love the people there and that's why I want to go back so badly. I was having such a great time there (even if it was eating into my actual GCD time). And I'm not really bitching about IFW - I mean, she's a really nice person and everything, I'm just hurt by what she did.
But my only thoughts I to find someway to get back into the guild. I don't hold grudges for small stuff, like I care. But I love that guild and I'm so upset to no longer be part of it and I'll do anything to get back.
Then Basta (who is truly lovely) let me back in.
And now I'm banned again.
I've checked, and Basta's still in the guild. Dunno if they could know she invoted me back, but doesn't matter, so long as she doesn't get in trouble for it. She's wonderful.
I still want to be back at the guild. But I know if I get back in, however I did it (I'm sure I would be able to do it), IFW would just ban me again. So I'm not going to try. For now. But that doesn't mean I don't intend to get back in, somehow.
