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User Image Walls around my heart that can't be knocked down by force, but of pure love.
Worse Fears come true.
User Image In memory of a Best Friend…

Well...now my life totally SUCKS!
This summer has been not my very best...seriously.
Well, you all know that my cat, Boots, was in the Vets right?
And you all know he has this weird kind of Stomach flu and such, right?
Well, turns out he was getting worse each day...
So the other day, not yesturday but the day after THAT, we went to the vets to visit Boots.
Me and My Dad went.
So, when we got there, I promised myself, "Dani, don't you DARE cry like the last time! It's embrassing!"
But...I did.
My tears started to stream down my face.
I was embrassed as HELL so I turned away from my dad...so he wouldn't see my face.
Well, I also found out thatmy Dad was ALSO crying!
AND HE NEVER CRIES!!
In ALL my years in knowing him...
I have never heard, or SEEN him cry in front of me!
(That is how Special Boots is to us)
Well, My Dad talked to the doctor as I pretended to be lookign around the room, but really I was hidingmy face from the embrassment. ^^'
And then we soon left.
Well, yesturday my mom got a call that they didn't find anything in the sound check..or...WHATEVER IT WAS CALLED?!?!
And so they put him on steriods.
(I don't know about you...but that sort of made me smile a bit...just thinking about that)
Well...that soon disappaered whe my mom got a call fromt he vets while we were watching "Highschool Musical 2"
They called to tell us that my cat has passed away between the hours of 8-9 Pm.
That made me fall silent.
After the movie and when I went upstairs to my room.
I balled my eyes out in tears, not believeing that my best friend has been taken away from me.
From one thing I prayed for to God...he didn't answer this.
And he answered all my other ones...
*sighs*
I guess I couldn't blame him...
I am mad...but that can't make me stop loving him.
So last night, I slept with my stuff animal, Rose. (sister you know her) and had Boots coller wrapped around it.
So...now...I am a bit depressed.
So just as a warning.
and Now I promise myself that i will wear my Best Friend's coller EVERY day!
Or if I can't...I will just carry it around with me.
So...thought you would want to know.
I just...miss him so much.

See yas,

Captain Noya (with a broken heart)
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…who gave me 7-8 years of his support and comfort. User Image


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  • User Comments: [6]
    -suunshiine-
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    Sat Aug 18, 2007 @ 11:14pm


    AUGGGGH!!!!! first Fluffy then Joesph then Boots?! gawd I'm am sobbing over here!!!! crying ['course the green of your journal doesn't help Danielle stare ]


    B r e e a k---M e e
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    Sat Aug 18, 2007 @ 11:37pm


    Broken peices of heart


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    Note:
    I'm sorry to hear that, I really am.

    You like High school musical.

    I can't talk to you anymore.

    -five seconds laters-

    SO anyways,
    I'm really sorry to hear about boots.

    Is there anything I can do?


    lay shattered on the ground


    -StaarShinee-
    Community Member





    Sat Aug 18, 2007 @ 11:45pm


    thanks for the comfort you guys.
    ^_^


    royboy999
    Community Member





    Sun Aug 19, 2007 @ 12:27am


    I almost cried reading this and I don't know you! crying crying crying


    -StaarShinee-
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    Sun Aug 19, 2007 @ 06:46pm


    Wow!
    And I don' tknow you either!!
    O.O


    Miss Toxica
    Community Member





    Mon Aug 20, 2007 @ 09:09pm


    Sorry about Boots, Dani.
    Death is a new beginning, though.
    Maybe God has something in store for you.
    <3
    And what did you think about High School Musical 2?
    I thought it was okay.
    xD


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