 I’ll tell you a tale of Vampirates…
Alright, I feel like a b***h.
the last entery, I was just REALLY depressed and frustrated when I wrote it.
But now today....I was ashamed of myself.
I hurt some of my friends and put them in tight spots and I feel SOOO bad for it!
I feel so damn stuipd and a b***h.
So that is why it is in private.
Because the world shouldn't see that.
They shouldhave a right to belive in what they want to belive and judge what they want to judge.
I totally understand that.
I just hope some of my friends will forgive my mistake and put that all behind them.
Just like how I want too also.
So...again....I'm terribly sorry.
And please forgive me.
See yas,
Captain Noya (Who feels like a b***h)
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P.S.
OH GOSH!!!
I TOTALLY RUINEDIT!!!
I RUINED MY FRIENDSHIP AND I RUINED MY LIFE!!!
I have ruined EVERYTHING!!
GOSH I FEEL LIKE A STUIPD RETARD WHO DESERVES TO DIE IN ABYSS!!!
GOD!!!
STRICK ME WHERE I STAND!!
I dserve it.
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I deserve every ounce of it....
every ounce of it....
How am I suppose to be a good friend when I damne mess things up>
how?
UGH!!!
I mean...
DOUBLE UGHS!!
NO!!!
TERRIBLE UGHS!!!!!
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I hate my life...
I hate myself.
And guys....just ignore this.
Don't comment, you don't have to.
I'm just needing to type this out because....
becuase it';s true.
Everu bit is true.
And don't you DARE Say it's not!
Becuase it is!
It is SOO true!
becuase all I do is push away from me....
all the time...
pushing the ones I care about and love and that help me...
I just opush them away....
And now i'm mostly left alone....just left....
Sorry...I'll stop.
See ya
…A tale as old as true.
 -StaarShinee- · Mon Sep 17, 2007 @ 10:00pm · 2 Comments |
Walls around my heart that can't be knocked down by force, but of pure love.
You Are A Symphony Of Stardust....
