My whole week has been bad. I don't think my friend likes me, she always ignores me. I have been cutting for two days. I am going to stop again. My other friend and me talk about what we hate. She is like me.Though she was abused. I know i should love life and all but, it is hard. I hate my school. I wish Nick would stop asking me if i want to go out with his friend. I don't have many friends anymore. I love My friend Mattew though he is so nice. I wish we talked more though. I love him with all my heart. I am off my meds and have been off for like two months. I am sad right now though so my happy thoughts are off to someone else.
Demyxpyrofan · Sun Oct 07, 2007 @ 01:41am · 0 Comments |