Today I am broken, for I found out you didn't wait long, I never really expected you to wait, even if you did I didn't think you'd wait long. Everyday I feel like a fool, I feel like I threw you away, I miss you but I know you found someone better, some one to show you hope. I feel like I was just a messenger, sent to mend your broken heart, I must have messed up because I fell in love with you while I was sewing it back together, I never knew if you felt the same and I close my eyes in wonder as my blood spatters on the floor. I watch feeling my heart splintering inside me as my blood runs through every crack of the cold stone staining it deep red. I watch you walk away, with her in your arms and whisper "Take care of him, Ok...?"
Broken or shattered, my choices sometimes, to choose which will take me out alive, and which will break me all together. To feel the pain and complain about it all, to feel so badly for myself and then see, those who have a real reason to cry, a real reason to scream. For now I choose Broken, untill come my day, then I will shatter, unless I find a reason to stay.
Note: This is the original version of my poem
leafmoon1 · Mon Nov 05, 2007 @ 05:42am · 2 Comments |