I am so confused. It feels like my whole life has been reversed with a mirror. I feel so depressed right now. I said horrible things to a friend. I feel like apologizing, but again, when I look back, it makes me feel like I shouldn't. When I go back to school on Monday everything will be b***h fit. I know it.
Everything is the same with my parents. Yelling, degrading, etc. But that doesn't affect me that much anymore. I wish there was a sign of love once in a while though, or at least I wish that once in a while would appear more often. You know? Well, maybe you don't know.
I was thinking of suicide recently, but that is a stupid though, so I got rid of it. Right now I feel like crying and spilling all my feeling on someone's shoulder, which I almost never do. Maybe it's all the depression pilling on top of me. Who knows? Maybe Damey is PMSing. LOL? Well, I have two days to get my head straight, because if I don't something will happen. Maybe an outburst in the middle of the lesson. Nah... I'll probably refrain myself. :3
Damey-chama · Sat Nov 10, 2007 @ 01:11am · 0 Comments |