...against the world again.
So what has been new...we'll just shoot around.
I still don't trust those have lost it. I doubt I ever will again. Nothing worse than people taking what you give, chewing it up and spitting it back in your face.
I been having lots of fun on my playstation 2 with Dynasty Warriors 5. That is why I didn't update last week. Plus Bryan has been at my house a lot in the last week. In the last 7 days he has been here for 4 of em. I've seen Krystal 3 of the past 7. I have been to Manteca and Antioch to participate in double degrees.
My answer to people of "Josh, when are you going to get your license?"..."Don't worry about it, tis my life, I got it all settled." Why is that? I'm getting ******** tired of it. ******** off you people. I'll get it before my birthday and we'll leave it at that.
So...in less than a week is Grand Bethel in Palm Springs...and yours truly will be there. Unfortunately I'll have to deal with David too and god that is gonna be terrible. I'll bring a book, my physical journal, and other small things to keep me idle.
A debate going on in my head is if I should go to D.L.C. this year. So far I'll be going knowing that I won't be enjoying my time. This is cuz this marks year number 6 and there is not much left to accomplish by going. I'm just going to see if I can meet new people and have some more fun on the demolay degree team there plus pinecrest. Thus is all and nothing more. It'll be hard but I can make it.
The reason it'll be hard is cuz I have roughly one week break after that before I leave for Puerto Rico for 2 weeks. I leave on July 17th. Joy. Two weeks in a place I never thought I'd step foot on til I was a made man. I totally don't wanna go. That place is worst than Stockton or L.A. or N.Y.C. and that I don't want to deal with. Hell it even gives D.C. a run for its money.
Yep, lots of traveling coming up so I'll be abandoning LJ again but tis ok due to I have been doing so lately XP My goodness, I got lots of reading to catch up on.
Well another debate going on in my mind is...if asked, will I run for Jurisdiction again? I recall I told people last year that I was done. However I also recalled that I lied about taking that couple months break cuz quite frankly...I didn't get any break. Mom didn't let me do that. I despised that. So isn't completely bad there. But the work...can I do it if elected? Can I even get elected this time? Is it worth it? Wel I believe I can accomplish anything so I'm not too worrie about the work...yet. I believe it is worth it due to the memories you get, people you meet, and the satisfaction of knowing you made it up there and you did it. So the only questions are: 1) Will I get asked again? 2) Could I win if asked and I did run? Yeah I did also say I would only run on one scenario but that has clearly changed since nothing I said was able to go my way anyhow. *sigh* And I have to think about it a lot and fast since I dunno about how much time is left before they send out the letters and etc etc. I dunno though holmes. I dunno...should I go for it? Oh friggin well...Allah will give me my answer when I am ready to hear it or when the time is right. Til than I'll let the devils in my heart, mind, body, and soul debate it out.
So...Krystal and I have survived for 8 months now. Joygasmic. And earlier this week we had a little chat that made things all the better so we are going completely strong.
I have learned that I can talk to Bryan...I think. He has been there for me and no one else has but my friends from Gaia. I just love that. I love to serve humanity by giving all who ask advice but there is none who can just listen to me. Oh well. No complaints as that is why I have so many journals.
Well I been playing lots of games lately. Been fun, real fun. I have beaten: Earth 2150: The Moon Project, Homeworld, Homeworld: Cataclysm, and Dynasty Warriors 5. Next on the list: O.R.B., Project: Earth, Warcraft 3: Frozen Throne, and whatever else I can get my hands on. I'll also see about trying Emperor of the Fading Suns and Galactic Civilizations.
The chapter is going alrighnt I suppose. Kinda iffy. I need to get cracking on the Indepen-dance and the Magic: The Gathering Tourney/Dance. Fun fun.
Wel that is all holmes. I'll try and update when I can. But be rest assured I'm here to stay always.
 Dirteh Old Man · Sat Jun 18, 2005 @ 06:01pm · 1 Comments |
