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You know what they say... Ignorance is bliss. I was crying so much as I was writing that message to you to tell you about it that I had to take breaks in between every few sentences to wait for my eyes to clear up enough for me to see. Thing is, I HAD to know, since it would effect my whole life for the worst if...

i feel as though my heart has been wretched out of my body and stabbed with a billion pitchforks

Pitchforks? Try this:

I feel like I was chained to a white hot bed of nails as a blunt blade was forced into my chest, ripping it open and letting the blood, skin, and bits of cut veins fly across the room untill my heart was visible. A cold hand held my heart in its deathly grip before ripping it out of me and setting it to the searing heat of magna stolen from the earth's core. The ashes of my heart were then melted and pounded back into something with shape enough that it was possible to carlessly thrust thousands of needles into it. Each needle twisted themselves at moc 10, drilling into me untill the pain I could take no more. I lay my head against my bed of nails and fell into an eternal lifeless sleep, ignoring the warm flow of my blood down the back of my neck and the deep scars within my throat that were left by my silent screams.

I decided to make it gory razz

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you know what they say curiousity kills the cat... anywyas you may be a strong cat like a lioness

thank you