Things i don't want anyone to know, things i need to keep to myself. smiling, playing around is how i control my feelings. if im not able to do that then i brake. feelings out of hand, spining out of control. no hope, no light. what am i suppose to do? do i tell or cry it out like last time? no time to think, everything is happening so fast. the first time i loose control, can't stop shaking, can't stop crying. thinking about what happened that night, it ruined me for life, never to be myself again. what he took i'll never get back. under the smile on my face just there to get me through the day. but all i have to do is keep my head up and think of the better days. only 3 people know, and thats all that know my dark past. but with each day i feel like myself again, i will forget, i will be sheyenne again.
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