I still can't believe my dog is gone. It will take time, conditioning, and more.
Well life out there was alright. Up and down and all around. Twas crazy to say the least. But I made the best at D.L.C. none the less. Can't forget it, that's for sure. I even got to do Master Inquisitor in the DeMolay Degree. That was...amazing. Best degrees I have ever seen, performed in, and performed. I was awesome my one balk cuz I totally doubted myself. One day I'll get a word perfect MI though. My sanity during the week was held on the existance of a few good men like Steve-o, Mark, T.J. and than a surprise re-appearance into my life. I have a new found respect for her too. She has changed a lot since the days in the past. She truely helped me. She brought my spirits up during the week. I was on the verge of getting ready to kill someone but I forgot it all. And it is amazing when someone can do that ot me. I do thank her dearly.
Well on other news my mommy got me this red dragon sculpture. Yep, tis cool. I'll take a pic of it one day and put it on here.
I have more IRS papers to fill before I leave. I also have the send in my jury duty papers. Fun.
On other news I am still thinking of what Frank Nordstrom told me. He said that I am a great person. That there truely was no major flaw in my leadership this past weak minus that I did not reach out often. That I did not open up to people. But that when I did, it twas philisophical. That it changed the world to some sense. That it changed all that was going on. And that he would have me on his Knights program every year possible. I can't forget that. Nor can I forget what Skip Wahl said too. "Josh, I know you know the answer. But I won't want you to give everyone here the answer. It is easy to give the answer. It is a different story when you help them find the answer though. I know you been there and done that. You been through it all." I find myself questioning my abilities now. I find myself questioning...where do I go now? Where am I suppose to go. But I can't forget now what I promised myself. I'll go as far as the wind can take me.
Well...until the next adventure, see ya holmes.
 Dirteh Old Man · Sun Jul 10, 2005 @ 09:00am · 1 Comments |
