If my heart was a metal locket
would i be able to sustain feelings
if my heart had not been broken
would i be the way i am today
if my heart had not been given away
then would i not hurt
if my heart had not been...
where would i be now
I am a heart breaker
a tease
a cheater
a player
and i am lower than the deepest fish in the sea
lower than the deepest depths of hell
deeper than the earths core...
my existance is futile
i fear death
i fear life
i fear love
i fear hate
so where do i belong
heaven wants me
as does hell
but im stuck in pergatory... screaming to get out
so where do i belong
I am a strong individualist
on the outside
inside im still the little girl
sitting in a corner
reading quietly
imagening what it would be like to be a princess
now a days i wish i could be in a story book
where everything is perfect
and i am
loved
not hated
i live
not die
If my heart were stone
i would be as i am
if i had no heart
i would be as i am
if my heart beat with love
i would question my existance
if my heart was taken
i would fear for my life
if my heart were a metal locket
would i be able to sustain feeling
let the lord help my heart
my soul
and my pain
as i fear love
fear hate
fear life
fear death
and question my existance
-L. Ellis
 Keirae Huruma · Fri Jan 25, 2008 @ 07:13pm · 0 Comments |
