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	Valor The fragile thoughts and workings of a 16-year old girl who no one seems to take seriously. Oh well. At least it's ranting space.

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I feel so useless... I just... I can't do anything right. I've been doing poorly in school for three straight years, I constantly procrastinate, I have no talents, I hate my own writings (which I put my very heart and soul into), I hide everything from my parents, my family doesn't understand me, I don't take care of my own body, I'm a hypocrite, I don't understand religion, I don't get along with people, I'm too afraid to reveal my thoughts even to my friends, I'm too weak to actually face reality, I mistreat my friends, the people I love the most... I wish someone would just tell me that I'm not insane, that it'll be okay. And really mean it. ...I want to go home. Mightyenapup · Wed Feb 06, 2008 @ 03:00am · 5 Comments


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	O:< go cry emo kid!! :3 I mean that in the most hateful way! <3 ^^ Ya know...to everyone at some point, life just seems pointless and you get lost, but does that make them insane? Well, if it did I'd be insane too, and I don't care if I am, because insanity can go away under the right circumstances. Life Sucks, People Lie, No One Tells The Truth To The People They Love, No One Takes Care Of Themselves Because They Want To; Only For The People That Want Them To Be Healthy, God Is Only There For The People That Were Taught To Believe In Him So Deeply That They Can't Get Rid Of Him...And Finally, The Scariest Thing To Do Is To Tell The People You Trust And Love Most What You Really Want Them To Know. But...in the end, everything is ok...you'll be ok. Life just has a habit of putting you through hell before it lets you live without a crushing burden. Remember, you have friends that will always be here for you, all you have to do is decide if you want them to help or if you want to bear that crushing burden on your own... In a non-lesbian way, I Love You. Offline HunniBunny10 · Community Member · Thu Feb 21, 2008 @ 08:32pm


	xD And in the same non-lesbian way, I love you, too. <3 Believe me, I trust my friends more than anyone, and I know that if I really needed to, I would turn to them. It's just... I have this thing with telling people, even trusted companions, my problems. I just figure that other people have their own problems, and they don't need to worry about mine, too. sigh Maybe that's just some implanted cover up for pride... Offline Mightyenapup · Community Member · Fri Feb 22, 2008 @ 08:26pm


	<.< psh, lame, friends want to help if they can, even if it means that they have to take on a little extra burdent to do so... =w= you phail!!! Offline HunniBunny10 · Community Member · Fri Feb 22, 2008 @ 08:30pm


	=D oh yeah! takes out certificate congratz on baggin' the guy!! XD Offline HunniBunny10 · Community Member · Fri Feb 22, 2008 @ 08:33pm


	But it doesn't change that I don't want them to be worrying about me... pictures me... bagging him grocery-style ...wtf? I should probably cut down on the drugs. Offline Mightyenapup · Community Member · Sun Feb 24, 2008 @ 02:42am

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