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The workings of a rather strange mind...

Within this journal, I have a tendency to ramble and I won't apologize for it. My thoughts, feelings, everything that I am exists within all of these words. If you don't like them, feel free to not read them. They aren't for you, they're for me.

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Perfect Death My life is burried in the shadows of my past. I hide behind my mask, afraid that those around me will fear the truth. I cry myself to sleep each night, my wounds are so deep that they bleed each time I breathe. My heart throbs at the thought of all that I have gone through, yet I hold myself up and live on. Pain echos insise me, tearing my soul into pieces with every passing moment. I cant tell those I love because they will never understand. I am alone by day and surrounded by night. Voices whisper at me, telling me to end my misery. Through it all I survive, the mask hiding the real me from those I can hurt. If I release myself upon the world, I dont think I would last. So I smile and laugh on the outside, and slowly die from within.