I trusted you...I thought you would always be there. Your love, your body, your soul. All of you. Always there, just for me. That is what I thought. Pherhaps I am stupid and naive. I thought no matter what struggles would come...no matter what we had to go through...I thought you would always be there. Your gentle voice..kind words. You were suppose to be there, always by my side through harsh and cold times. Always warm and welcoming. I trusted you...You were suppose to be there. No matter what you were suppose to be there. I love you. I thought you loved me. I thought we would be together. Forever. I thought our futures had been spun together. That we would be together. I thought you loved me. Maybe I was wrong. Maybe I was caught up in a dream created by my soul. I feel used. You didnt love me. You couldnt of...I thought you did. I was wrong. I trusted, but I shouldnt of. Who are you? I thought I was learning who you are. A little piece at a time, I thought I was finding your heart. It was hidden but I saw it, or so I thought. I didnt always do what was right. Neither did you. but we worked it out. I thought we did. Maybe we didn't. I'm so confussed. Why me? I trusted you with so much. I don't think you understand how much. I feel betrayed... worthless... You didnt love me...you dont love me...lies...It must of been lies...I thought...I thought...no I was wrong. ------ By:Innocentkittay
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