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yes... the title is "Kingdom Hearts" backwards, i did that so Dad (who doesn't know about our ps2 or the games) wouldn't accidentally see it. but, yeah.... i'm gonna rant and stuff in this colour, but if i'm getting input from "the others" i will type in orange. their colours stay the same. okay? okay. the others are my guides/and or gaurdians. like, angels, but dead and not angels. believe me, if we believed that heaven was for us, we either be there, or be going there. (sucks being the only one alive sometimes..)
Hey, Girls. i did... have those terrible nightmares, i mean. did you see *sighs dreamily* Sora? Maybe. Probably. My memory was worse and a Heartless, i think. i'm very worried about your nightmares. and your thoughts and reactions to them as well.
hold up, freeze. i should fill you in. i have only played KH up till Wonderland. and needless to say, i was fairly terrible. That's not the point, thought, i'm digressing. *ahem* the whole plot line of the heartless and stuff, getting your heart stolen, ect. kinda freaked me out. yeah, the same way those Sailor Moon VHS's freaked me out. (can't remember which series, haven't re-watched them that far, i'm not done with R yet. the ones with the heart snatches, though.) I think what really has me freaked is my likeness to Sora. (Gods and Goddess, Stars and Skies, I. am. so. screwed!) OKay, i'm a girl, and he's a guy, and i'm older than he is.... but when it comes down to it, i can be alot like him. ....Well that's if you happen to be looking over something rather, obvious.... my sense, or lack there of, moral guidelines. Sora had this thing where he has to help people..... and i don't. well, i do sometimes, but... yeah. I am a protector (of what, i'm not sure) although no one has give me a quest nor weapon to fight for it with. (Praise to the Stars!) (digressing again....) sooooo, back to my nightmares. i had nightmares all of last night about having my heart taken and turned into a heartless. that.... and my grandma's house getting new furniture, but yeah. and it was freaky.
*sigh* well, maybe if we would steer Jen---- i mean Nuit here a bit better, maybe we could be rewarded. You know, actually do our job right, for once? she looks fine to me. She is not fine! Nuit is..... needs help on sooooo many different levels, its. not. even. funny! thanks guys.... i feel all warm and fuzzy inside now. atleast she has a sense of humor! Now.... if i could get those day-mares about me being in Sora;s place, and my grandma dead, life would be perfect. i personally like the part where Leon finds you, and calls out to challenge you and you spin around right into a pole. love it. (Partly because Leon is Hot!) I.....*narrows eyes* you die first. already dead, dear, someone beat you to it. *makes a kissy face* well, for all your heart is, you sure sound a lot more like, um.... Riku, that's his name! Yeah, 'cept i'm perfectly aware of how empty the Darks promises are. not worth it. *thinks*(i can console myself that her heart is atleast fairly pure, right? and that she is aware of what she should do, even if she doesn't chose to? who am i kidding.... until she does more than doesn't, i'm never getting away from here!) Yeah...... i.... almost liked being a Heartless more than being the Keyblade's Human. you know... someone out there is going to get you for disrespecting another realms items of power, right? yeah, they are, and hopefully, i'm not going to be there with you. what? Sora is only needed because the Keyblade can't move itself, vrai? so.... technically.... *thinks* (i am sooooo dead..... may it be swift and quick.) that may be true, but they did need him. key's don't love he he he, you can die all you want, Nuit, but i don't think that'll solve anything. if we're right about your soul, it's been going around alot. figures. that would also explain alot. In fact, i have almost most things figured out remotely. What i can't figure out is you guys. lyke, why are you here, and encore, why me? as you have thought, we are your guides. It is a very good thing that this life you currently have is a realitivly safe and peaceful one, otherwise..... well.... not all your nightmares are fantrasy in their entirety... yeah. those guys in suits... they've killed you before. The one where you jumped off a cliff into the ocean. true, too. the ones where you've turned into a mermaid, and could breathe underwater... true true ture. wheeeee! even the one where your old friends tried to steal your heart and soul and enslave the shell of your body forever! *pales* *cough cough* ummmm..... which deity loves me most, and how do i get them even more in my favor? oh. it doesn't matter. everyone pretty much is aware you're screwed, and that to help you is pretty much suicidal. but.... you're helping me, you said that. yeah, but mostly we're jackin' off. and we aren't helping you in any major way. wow..... okay. so.... anyway to stop the wheel of reincarnation? for you? no. not exactly. your soul is special, Nuit, and no matter what you did, the very core of what makes you you would be passed on. Okay, you look confused. Um. for example, your past lives are in their respective paradises, or haels. just, the very core, the (pardon the bad pun) heart of your soul is passed on. so, basically, i could have once been anybody who's stood up for what's right? like, Joan of Arc, or something? yep! you nailed it. you were once a bard, for example. roaming the lands, and singing songs of love and conquest. you were also a murderer. *toothy grin* man, your case was awesome! murderer? i'm fine with that, but i thought you said i was a good guy. no, i said you always do the right thing, not the good thing. not the same. you should know that. okay. sorry.... i'm getting distracted. *sings* "When you walk away You don't hear me say please Oh baby, don't go Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight It's hard to let it go
You're giving me too many things Lately you're all I need You smiled at me and said,
Don't get me wrong I love you But does that mean I have to meet your father? When we are older you'll understand What I meant when I said "No, I don't think life is quite that simple"
When you walk away You don't hear me say please Oh baby, don't go Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight It's hard to let it go
The daily things that keep us all busy all confusing me thats when u came to me and said,
Wish i could prove i love you but does that mean i have to walk on water? When we are older you'll understand It's enough when i say so, And maybe somethings are that simple
When you walk away You don't hear me say please Oh baby, don't go Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight It's hard to let it go
Hold me Whatever lies beyond this morning Is a little later on Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all Nothing's like before
When you walk away You don't hear me say please Oh baby, don't go Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight It's hard to let it go
Hold me Whatever lies beyond this morning Is a little later on Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all Nothing's like before
Hold me Whatever lies beyond this morning Is a little later on Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all Nothing's like before" ttfn.
nuit_douce · Tue Feb 19, 2008 @ 10:14pm · 0 Comments |
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