crying crying i thought i knew this guy really well, i thought that he would never do what he did. this is the 2 or 3 time and im about ready to cry. i cant hurt him. and i dont know why, do i still love him what he did to my heart... he doesnt know that i know. well he never knows, and i dont think my heart can take any more of this pain. i all ready have my dad who doesnt really love me, and he is just kissing up to me, he never wanted me, why would he now, he regrets ever having me!!! what would that tell you. he wont listen to me when i have things going on. and thats why im glad to live with my mom. but my dad is just trying to get me to like him again. to hell i never liked him before why would i now?!?!
and this guy that i talk about made me feel worse, i dont know if i love him the way i use to. and i know i still love him to death, but you know i cant do this anymore. my heart has been broken to many time that it cant take much more. crying crying crying crying if my heart can i dont want it to go throw any more pain. i hold every thing in. and i cant any more. im going to end up running away if i have any more pain. i have never felt what i felt for him with any one else.
i trusted this guy not to brake my heart, and he did. can i cant do it any more. he may not know that he did but he did. crying crying crying crying . i will be crying my heart out for the rest of the week.
 Raven Princess of Time · Mon Mar 03, 2008 @ 03:35pm · 2 Comments |
