I feel alone, no one is here to hug me. No one is here to say "I love you", no one is here to talk to. I feel so renewed but yet so outdated. New people, new day, same old outcome, same old feeling. I had a glance at perfection, but it was soon turned back into reality, I saw the ugly things again, and i soon saw me being part of them. So hypercritical of me to say I hate the ugly things in life, and then turn to the very ugly things I clamed to hate. Chatter, nothing more than meaningless nonsense I speak. I worry about being alone, but then do something to deserve the loneliness. I say to you, do I deserve this torture? Do I deserve to play this cat and mouse game with myself? Oh well, I'll soon find what looks to be a okay, stable, state of mind.
Save me or kill me, either way take this pain and agony away from my very soul. Make all the demons and monsters under my bed go away, take me to that oh so very peaceful place that fairytale stories talk about. My love, who are you, have we met before or are you just my own imagination?
 Poetic_Indulgence · Sun Mar 09, 2008 @ 12:01am · 1 Comments |
