well nana is being taken off her life support today which is wicked sad. first uncle david dies about a week before christmas and now nana? this year just seems unfair but as the whole "everything happens for a reason" thing is concerned i wouldnt change a single second. i've gone through lots of s**t this year so have my friends. surprisingly enough im over it. my life is a drama filled catastrophe and i adore it. Nothing ever goes right. I've accepted it. I love my life for the most part. yeah so what if im in therapy for like 8940674896 different things. so what if half my friends turn out to hate me and backstab me. yeah it gets annoying but overall...things turn out the way i need them to be. I'm healthy for the most part. I should have broken bones or be dead right now..or be blind...or be deaf. but im fine. I love my friends and its pretty easy for me to let my guard down. Yeah i should learn to keep it up but what is there to be ashamed of? I've never told anyone my deepest darkest secret. But i Tell everyone my own little secrets. Its kinda my downfall. Oh well maybe i'll learn. This year deffinately does seem is unfair but through a few good friends and a lot of good dvds and songs i'll make it by. I doubt someone's gonna read this but its a free 50 gold each day and its good to rant so yeah love ya till later
 Jenny5ivesixseven · Fri Mar 28, 2008 @ 02:11pm · 1 Comments |
