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I Hurt So Much, The Pain Is Cutting Me Like A Knife.
I Feel So Alone, Who Can I Trust? Who Will See Me As An Equal And Not Mis-Use My Emotions?
I Wish I Could Go Back To No Emotions... Locking Them In There Box And Leaving Them To Rott Away In The Abyss Or Nothingness. But I Can't And I Must Keep Standing Strong.
The One I Love... Would Trust With My Life, Betray'd Me And I Feel So Alone. Like No One Can Understand How Much I Feel For Him And How Much This Is Shattering My Heart. Everytime I'm With Him Now It Haunts Me, What He's Done, How Sorry He Is, How Much This Other Girl Had Screwed Up Our Relationship. My Best Friends Ex Of All People... She's Taken The Best Time Of My Life Away. And Now I'm Left Broken, Used And Working My a** Of Trying To Re-gain That Of Which I've Lost.
For The Way I Feel I Shan't Give Up, I Said I Would Do Anything For Him And I Will, I Won't Give Up I Will Keep Fighting. I'll Take What Ever The World Has To Through At Me. And At The End Of The Day The Shards Of My Humanity Will Be Skattered And Scarse To Find. But Then I Will Say I Tried. I Can't Live Without Him, I WON'T Live Without Him. I Love Him, Through Thick And Thin. But The Feeling Dawnt's Me That This Is The End Of A Era. I Must Move On And I Must Start A New.
To Get Away From This All, From The Pain And Memories In Which Cloud Over Me Here, To Be Another Place And To Sort Out My Head.
Hopefully Soon... I'll Know How To Trust Again... And Be Able To Forgive Him For What He's Done.
No More Lies, No More Suffering. No. Not When Your Dead.
 [x~Ripple~x] · Thu Aug 04, 2005 @ 06:16pm · 1 Comments |
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