idea Its a given that I will make mistakes. No one can change the fact that I will make those faults. But I will always remember that above it all, I have a life to continue on. Something to lean into when I'm down and dreary. I have all the hope I need in everyone around me, because even when its so hard to breath this air, walk this earth, continue on; Here they all are, in me. To be there when I need them most, my friends. I am never as condemned as I think, never as hated as I feel. Because the person hurting me the most is me. When I can learn to love who I am, accept the fact that I exist imperfectly, then life I have truly achieved. I am error and mistake, and that defines me in so much more special a way than anything else. So see me as I am, flawed and cracked enough to reflect the sun as it shines. To make me that much more brilliant. One can't afford modesty, when the effort to drag yourself down from elation is killing you inside. Hurting is what the wasteful keep doing. Wake up inside, learn yourself and understand that person as best you can. Love them, oh God above, love yourself. So many go through life with the outlook that they are worthless and have nothing to offer. Please remember, that if you were never worth anything your mother wouldn't have given birth to you, whether you know her or not. You are only worth what you set yourself to be. So do not judge too harshly. idea Crazy as always.
-Angela rolleyes
Kalienne · Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 02:27am · 0 Comments |