Robert and I started fighting again today after seeing the bank about getting a mortgage loan. It sounded so hopeless for us as the banker added our debts up. We need a $5000 down payment minimum in order to maybe have a chance for the bank to help us. Then Robert said, "You have a lot of debt on your credit cards." A good portion of it on one card is from him! Then he mentions that I have a large amount to pay back to school. Yes, I do. He has 20k to pay off while I have about 19k. Most of it is from attending Radio 1 this coming October. I needed 9,000 for that because I'm staying somewhere that will cost me 2300 all together.
Then he says, as I pull in the drive way, "You're paying for a degree that means nothing." All I could feel when he said that was rage. How could he say something like that? I've worked my butt off for 2 years at college and he says that all I'm getting is a bogus degree. An Associates Degree isn't the highest (in fact, it's one of the lowest), but it is nonetheless a degree. It will suffice until I'm ready to pick my Major and return to school. I will want to return to school once I for sure figure out what I want to do with my life. Right now, I want to be a radio broadcaster. I also want some time for myself so I can write my books.
More bad news... the house we want is no longer for sale. The people couldn't afford the mortgage for the house they wanted, so they can't move now.
He got mad that I started crying over all of this. I'm stressed out from school, money issues, and now this! He says that he needs to be out in 30 days. Well, find an apartment until we can find a house! Dumbass!!!! At this rate, I'll be in an apartment myself before we can afford a house.
Now, I'm going to apply for a job at Charter... so if you'll excuse me...
Earths_Eclipse · Fri May 02, 2008 @ 12:20am · 0 Comments |