Okay, so basically Satu told me he doesn't really care for Gaia anymore.. So.. I'm just going to come on here whenever my heart desires. 3nodding
My random thoughts for today are....
I wonder what true love feels like.. You know.. real love. Are there any quiet moments? Do you always know what the other is feeling? What do you talk about? How much time do you take until you completely reveal yourself? How long do you wait until you say I love you?
I've never been in love. Never been loved. But I think that it'd be nice.. Maybe. Maybe I'll try to find someone next year. Right now I just want to straighten myself out. I need to find myself. I hope I'll find someone when I go back to school in August, though. I hope it'll be real too. Not just a one-sided relationship. I hope we can fully trust one another. I hope we can tell each other things we wouldn't tell anyone else. I hope that when we feel as if the world is weighing us down we can just rely on each other and then we'll feel like we'd could handle it, if not just a little.
*sigh* This is making me depressed. It's making me realize that I really don't have anyone.
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