"Love is not a victory march, it's a cold and it's a broken, hallelujah..."
I understand after every fall of pain, comes standing maturity..... and I accept that hurting makes us stronger and prepares us for the future.... I knew it... I knew it wasn't love at all... but I wished you just didn't start something you would end so painfully... I'm not complaining... just thinking about other paths... I knew what love was.... now I'm not sure what I'm looking for... You made me confused.... something I really don't like being... I was so sure I wanted something real before.... so sure..... but now..... hope is fading away.... I know the truth, love fades away... it does... just don't wanna accept it... no matter how strong your love is, it will fade one day, so enjoy the sparks while they're burning hot, right? While writing about this, I wanna live my life alone... being with only myself and maybe a pet or too... taking down life as it is and enjoying it with myself and my friends, hoping no one would be sad when I pass away, so they won't need to hurt so much for me....
I just wanna tell all the people I love out there, I really appreciate what you guys are to me... and thanks for all the support...
Moonlight_Dancero9 · Thu May 15, 2008 @ 11:41am · 31 Comments |