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A Broken Letter for My Broken Love. |
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I know eventually you'll read this, So I know better than too hide the truth forever. I love you so much, it's killing me. I know that you know it too. You never even gave me a CHANCE. I would have been there for you. I would have let you USE ME. EVERY PART OF ME. You could have abused me, but I would have loved it anyway, because it was from YOU. But I never mattered to you. And I know why. You only like the girls that you know can never be yours. The unattainable ones. But, tada, congrats, I see you've obtained HER, the unattainable queen.. I Guess that means I've watched your wildest dreams come true, right? Well, good for you. I Miss you soooo bad... My heart melts at the very thought of you. But whenever anyone else tries to touch my heart, it freezes over again. Because its simple. I want nothing more than you. So please, PLEASE, set me free. I can't fly with this UNBEARABLE WEIGHT. It makes me want to die, again and again and again... I've Restarted! I want to move on! I'm dating someone else, but I can barely LOOK at them without thinking of you! A friend of mine reminds me of my current relashionship, and now I cant LOOK at THEM either. I'm DYING HERE. Please... Just, PLEASE... I DONT WANT THIS. I DONT WANT YOU. I Dont know what you WANT from me... LEAVE ME ALONE!!! STOP TALKING TO ME!!! STOP TEASING ME!!! ... Wanna know something even WORSE? We stopped talking back in NOVEMBER. How long have I waited since then for you to come back to me? Six, almost Seven months? Pretty Damn Loyal, huh? And now, I'm technically CHEATING on my CURRENT relashionship because, everytime I talk to them, everytime I look at them, everytime I am near them, I think of you. It kills me. I love them, I REALLY DO, But I STILL LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING. ... But... Second chances don't matter. People Never Change. So does that mean I'll never stop loving you?
KryKadel · Fri May 23, 2008 @ 10:24am · 0 Comments |
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