[[2 MONTHS LATER]]
I sat down to my computer to check my emails. I scrolled down the list of usual forwards until i came to an email from Lily. I froze, just staring at her name.
I hadn't talked to Lily in about a month. Ever since my parents had pretty much band me from her because of her Dad's alcohol problems I had never talked to her. Also the fact she had moved but whatever. So why now? Why was she emailing me today? I followed my mouse key to the email and opened it. And inside it read
Dear Julia,
I really am having a hard time with out you. I hate it. I miss you so much. I always listen to Boston. I always talk about you to my friends at Sharon. I always cry just thinking about you. I miss you Julia. Your my best friend. Im crying right now.. I need you.. I cant wait to just at least see you at the memorial day parade tomorrow! You have no idea. Even though you'll be with Katie, I'll just be glad to see you. Its been a depression with out you Julia. I am not exaggerating. I have been depressed. Just like you used to be with out me. I should have never ever made fun of you for such a horrible thing. Your right, I never did have any idea of what you went through. I'm so sorry for everything I have ever did Julia. I'm not innocent at all. And i should have apologized more for what i did. Julia, i hate losing. I hated losing for so long because I already lost so much, Julia. And now that I lost you, I don't have anything to heal myself up with. I really need you. I just wish you knew. And I don't care that Katie hates me because, she probably deserves too. I really am sorry for everything..
Sorry for everything,
Lily
It was true Lily had made me really sad in the past but then in 6th grade we had become best friends. I didn't know what to say really but it kind of just made me realize how much i had missed her too. I sat there in the computer chair and just thought for awhile....
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