well i have a whole new "life thing" to update on. so here it is: LIFE CAN SUCK LIKE THERE'S NO TOMMORROW! enough said. lol jk. but ya omg life, something i'd say can be the greatest thing on earth, and at other times you wish you weren't here. but It's worth it i'd say. I'm with elliott now and with getting back with him, i've broken yet another heart. this guy i've known for it feels like all my life because he's been there. I do love him still and don't want him to hit rock bottom again and go back into drugs, alcohol, and everything. and there's no need to mention his name, because he knows who he is. He's been so sweet to me and i don't know how to thank him enough for being there when i've shattered his heart left and right. I just wanted to say, thank you for loving me and letting me love you back even though i could never deserve someone like you. You'll always have a place in my heart.
honestly i'd say the ages 0-15 suck like a pron site (yes i purposely spelled that wrong) but then at 15 it's like dude, this rocks! up until ur about 16. because then you start realizing about love and who you are and you make mistakes that could cost people's lives and you possibly fall in love for the first time. and by love i dont mean some guy you just hooked up with. i mean a guy that you would die for. a guy that you love. truly love. and when adults say: "oh you're just a kid! you don't know what love is!" tell them to go shove it because anyone can feel love at any age. and you know when it's love and not just a crush. a message to those either in love, looking for it, or not believing in it, there is someone out there for you. and you WILL find that person. because you two are meant for eachother. and never stop looking for that person, but if that person finds you, don't ever doubt him/her. look beneath the surface. look at their heart, their soul. because even the most unlikely person could be the one you're meant for. for me, i was in this love triangle sort of thing. but now i'm sort of out but i can never forget. to those whom hearts i've broken, I'm Sorry. I know that could never truly describe how i really feel but I hope it goes a long way.
alrite guys well peace out, stay alive, and fall in love whenever you can! <3 Carmen <3
Carmen_Roxy · Thu Jun 05, 2008 @ 04:12pm · 0 Comments |