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.~.Monday August 29th, 2005.~. |
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School today. We took our first real test in English today. Also, Vince starts his college class today! He wants to work until sometime in the spring, quit, and then take 10 classes instead of just two.
I told him that he really needs to save if he?s going to be able to do that. 3nodding
We were assigned an essay about the college we?re interested in, it?s due Friday. crying It?s lenient, shouldn?t be too hard.
A holiday is coming up next Monday. Friday through Monday(I think) is Anime Fest. Back at A-Kon I remember not liking the idea of Vincent going by himself, but since then I?ve trusted his actions towards other people more and have more faith in him. ^^
Sooo...I want to go to Anime Fest, but more than that I want Vince and I to prove our faith in each other.
That and he?d have a better time if he didn?t have me tagging along behind him the entire time. Xb
I?m kinda looking forward to it. ^^
The more I think about it, the more I believe in him. heart
Ragnarok did a wipe of all the characters recently. As I was working on setting it up again on my Grandpa?s computer, I got fed up. Somehow my entire Ragnarok folder was nearly 3GBs bigger than it should have been. I had to go back and delete everything. Three hours straight of working on it, downloading, updating, unzipping, I?d had enough. I got off and started drawing so I could think for a while.
I still need to give Johnny my $5. I asked him to buy me some pins. I would give it to Vince, but I think that he?d just forget about it. sweatdrop heh...
I don?t get him? like two weeks ago Vince was playing Ragnarok... He created a Crusader. Before that, almost a year ago, I started playing Ragnarok for the first time. My dream was to be a Crusader. I made Vince promise me that he wouldn?t make one. One month ago the two of us were talking about our characters on RawRO. Again, I made him promise me that he wouldn?t make a Crusader. So last Sunday he told me ?Hey guess what! I made a Crusader on Ragnarok!?
To say the least, I was pissed... I was hurt, annoyed, angry, and felt like I could never trust him with anything. That only seemed to add to my reasons not to trust him:
-s**t with Bryce
-Crap with Cessna
-Crap with Jeff
-Respecting my wishes
-Building a Crusader when he promised me that he wouldn?t (newly added)
Now, I mentioned before how RawRO did a character wipe. Thus Vince and I had to rebuild all of our characters. Then what do ya know? He went and broke the SAME PROMISE. He created yet another Crusader, then said that he wanted one soo bad because he thought they looked cool. He also said that he thought I wouldn?t mind since he had already done it, he said it seemed like the promise was voided. Obviously, he was mistaken.
I?m still furious at him. I still get angry when he brings it up. He?s asked me if our Crusaders could get married. I just shut my mouth. I?m stubborn in stupid ways at times. I HATE that he still has the character. I want him to delete it. I want him to stop breaking every promise that he makes to me.
The reason for the Crusader obsession is because since the first moment I saw a Crusader...that was all I wanted from that game. Vincent has like 5 other characters. All I wanted was that one. I wanted one thing, just one thing that I could say was mine... But he betrayed my wishes and never tries to understand it...
.~. Devil's Food Cake.~.
1c sifted flour
3/4t Baking Soda
1/2t vanilla extract
1/8t Salt
1/4c Shortening
1/4c buttermilk
1c Sugar
1/4c Cocoa
1 Egg
 Kira
 -Kira-Kohanamaru- · Mon Aug 29, 2005 @ 07:49pm · 2 Comments |
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