SavingMe You try to save me Help me every way you can But you can't I won't let you Move on, stop waisting your time
Don't you see I'm broken inside I'm a lost cause Or so they say But let's face it You can't save me
"Cheer up" you say "Be more happy" "Let's have some fun" Get it through your head I'm already dead
Don't you see I'm all alone My life is gone Just an empty shell Waiting to be refilled So just face the truth It's already too late You can't save me
In My Mind In my mind I am someone else Someone that nobody knows Someone that I don't want to be In my mind I have become something different Something unknown Something I'm scared of In my mind I'm afraid to sleep at night Afraid to wake in the morning Fearful of my life by day But then I realize It's only in my mind Exept my mind controls me
The Change Falling fast and hard The ground is waiting for my plunge Into the unknown I go Hoping maybe he will see The person that I'm trying to be
Sitting alone in my room Thinking of ways to dull the pain Can't do what I always did do Can't do what I always want to do
I don't have the drugs And the razor is the thing I cant do So what is left That is what I ask I'm just hoping that he will see The person that I'm trying to be
Sharp objects all around But they stay put down The reason for this change of heart All of a sudden, you ask?
He showed me there is more to life More than just blood and bone The scars will last forever But hopefully so will this decision The one to never pick up another razor And put it to my skin for as long as i live
I'm just hoping that he will see The person that I'm trying to be Just hoping that he'll notice There will be no new scars tomorrow
InsanePsycho91 · Thu Jul 31, 2008 @ 02:18am · 0 Comments |