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Fallen Angel,
Broken Dreams,
Let me tell you
of these things.

Hey, you, Jack,
Take a look.
You see these tears?
Thats all it took.
I gave you up,
For the day,
Hoping you would go away.
But then you see,
It couldn't last,
I knew you were for me.
Blind is love,
That's what they say,
And blind I'd be,
if you were here today.
You're wrong, You're wrong,
You just can't see,
just how much you mean to me.
I think you're wrong,
You can't understand,
In my mind we were here and there,
a loving couple everywhere.
We'd catch a movie,
Sit and stare,
and then you'd hold me,
say you'd always be there.
I lean across,
And add a kiss,
You'd make sure i couldn't miss.
You'd hold me closer,
in the cover of black,
with people yelling,
You'd kiss me right back.
The next week we'd spend,
On the swings in the park,
The sun would be setting,
Soon it would be dark,
We'd watch the stars fall,
Feel the wind to our back,
And you'd hold on tight,
As fireworks spark.
But that was my dream,
And you broke it all,
Because you can't feel,
And you're sometimes stubborn as hell.
You took me out,
as a trophy to see,
and showed me off,
to all your friends.
You never listened,
you never cared,
you pushed me aside.
I used to accept
Every sorry you gave,
but i can stand it no more!
You owe me so much!
Remember that card?
What happened to best friends never die?
Where's the truth in what you said?
And what about every apology?
Why was it in pixels instead of your voice?
There's no excuse.
I still love you more
than you'll ever see!
I love you even more
than you could ever be!
Blind as a bat,
Painful as a bee,
Hurting me more,
Than people can see.
And then my life crashed,
Fell passed dark dark dumps,
A cut to my arm,
It still didn't help.
Hurting, hurting,
That's all i can be,
Without you to love,
I'm nothing,
Not even me.
I prayed you'd come back,
I prayed we could be,
I prayed to the sky,
Prayed that you would love me.
In my mind,
and in my heart,
I feel as though,
we're not too far apart.
Like we could have one last try,
to get it right,
we'd last forever,
even through the fights.
If you could say sorry,
as sincere as can be,
Maybe, just maybe,
That dream we could be.
If you'd just say you're sorry,
I'd pray you'd be with me.

For you,
My Fallen Angel,
My Broken Dream,
You've let me tell you
all these things.