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im not entirely shure why, but you seem to think hate you, when i tell you that i care you tell me that im lieing, when i say i wish the best for you, and hope the best for you and the person you are with, you tell me i dont care and shouldent pull the "guilt token" on you. but did you ever stop for just one second and think....mabie i do care. it seems to me that youve blinded yourself, do you not remember. freshman year...lassen, the first day at school, i was alone and scared, i saw you sitting by yourself, i thought "why is someone so pretty and sweet looking sitting all alone." so i decided to come have lunch with you. i was right about us becoming best friends, we had our times together, both good and bad, but true friends stick through it all...no matter what.....my question is, why now does our friendship fall. we have split up before but allways on worse terms, i tried to be as nice as i could but it only seemed to make things worse. when i told you how i truly felt you pushed me away, telling me i was lieing and that i was only tring to make you feel guilty. then you told me i was immature for not knowing true love. i admit, i dont know true love...i have yet to find it, im not saying i didnt and dont love you, i truly do still care for you. but we are not right for eachother. couples fight...yess this is true, but when we fought it usually started out as something small then we blew it way out of proportion...that tells me that we are not meant to be, that is why we arent together, no beacuse you are ugly."personally i think you are beautifull." not beacuse you are annoying."yess you can be at times, but who isnt?" i split with you for the same reason my parents did, they fought untill they hated eachother, i didnt want that to happen to us. i just though you should know my feelings, i still care for you kat, i will help you in anyway i can, all you have to do is ask.