I warned you. so instead of enjoying a random story of complaining since im sick of everyone of my friends feeling bad for me while reading my real journal...yes i have more than one account, but just to many ideas. Anyways....my dad gave my cat away today emo Im pissed but still really sad at the sametime = because now we have no pets, and now i have nothing to pet and cuddle with at night crying Im sooo sick of things happening to where i have no say what soooo ever cry Its annoying and frustrates me so i get sad and nobody likes it when im sad sooo i dont say anything i only type. If i look sad i most likely am im just not going to say anything because i dont want to talk about it because its probably for some stupid lil reason like my dad and siblings keep on yelling and bothering me V_V.....I have a lot <3 like my friends that care sooo much about me, and my loving boyfriend <3 he is the best I could ever asked for <3 im soo lucky i have him smile heart , but still just my mind is weird... I can be happy in the morning, but then as the day goes on i start to think what if and how come and this sucks, and why did this happen, and why dont i do this to make myself feel better even though its wrong...and i still havent (no i dont mean cutting)
well i have to go to swimming = bye...ill edit this and type more later i guess.
 Serenity Abigail Kaetor · Thu Sep 18, 2008 @ 09:43pm · 0 Comments |
