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~Positivity, like everything can die.
Five a.m.~
Ugh.
I hate myself.
And yes, I am here to b***h about it. Got a problem with that? talk2hand I'm here to b***h about how I couldn't speak on the phone to Nathan because I felt like my heart was breaking. It was about three in the morning and all the coffee and sugar I had drank was wearing out. UGHHH.
I wish I could say things... he wouldn't say much either because he was tired and we didn't end up anywhere !_! I'd say something then he'd say something else but it would never get far crying It's like it wasn't working out... Was it? Is it? I wish it was.
I really like him.
And I already felt like stabbing myself because all my hyperness ran out! Why, oh why?! I feel like I did everything wrong, said all the wrong things and just am plain wrong! It's four forty five in the computer time, and I'm still not tired @___@
There must be something wrong with me! I only had two meals today and four cups of coffee and I was walking for like two hours while talking to my husband yet I'm still not worn out??? I feel like I could do a whole obstacle course! xd
I feel like cleaning, though. For some odd reason... I have this desperate need to fix everything including the hair in my eyes, again @____@
I swear! If I have one more cup of coffee before I go to bed, I'd be jumping and prancing around like the maniac I was early this afternoon xDD!
Oh no.
I'm hyper again?
cool.
This is fun.
WHEEE.
I'm rotating in my chair...
rofl
Maybe if I keep rotating I'd get dizzy and fall asleep? o.o
Imma try it!
It's not like there's anyone to talk to anyway.
EVERYONE IS ASLEEP.
and that just sucks because I feel like talking to someone.
we all know who that someone is... right?
I wanna talk to Nathaaaan @___@
He's asleep crying
What the hell. I hate sleep! It keeps me hyper, but seriously! I miss heeeem T^T
Okay, I think I should rotate in my chair more..
-after ten seconds-
I wonder what my printer would look like disassembled? o.o
OMIGOSH!
That sounds awesome~ like some rocket ship mission or something
"Commander! Commander! Beep beep beep! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!"
swooooshhhh
baaam baaam mmm baaaaaaaaaaaam
BOOM!
waaah!
Run! Run!
Brothaaar~ Raaawr!
-falls off cliff-
Okay, I just realized I typed a scene from The Lion King xDD
I love the lion king! Especially the part where Mufasa is falling off the cliff and a stampede is down below and he's like 'BROTHAAR~" and then Scar is like "Long live the king!" and claws Mufasa and He falls in to the stampede. Then Simba comes and he's like "Somebody! Anybody! Helpp!" and he cries and s**t. And the audience cries too, but then he meets these hyenas or something and then they tell him to runaway so he runs... and runs... and runs... and collapses and Timon and Pumba find him! waaah! Pumbaa <3 xDDD
So they just walk across this log and magically grow older and Simba flips his hair smexily xd
Damn~ Simba's hot! XDDDD
o___O did I just type that???
SO yeah, then they're like HAKUNAA MATATA and crap and I'm singing along like some curly-haired maniac, grinning as everyone looks at me in disgust because I just love Lion King. I have a special place for it.. they're just so adorable~ and Simba is hot xD and I love nature..
o.o
oOOOh~
I'm getting goosebumps! It's cold xD
I wonder why they're called goosebumps o.o I mean, they're not geese-shaped or anything xDD maybe they are? burning_eyes
Oh well~
Tralalalalala
I think I'm itchy.
I wish I wasn't. xD
Being itchy is such a pain in the a$$!
I mean, who wants to scratch while typing? It sucks! It's like not enjoying the magic of the keyboard because you need the other hand to scratch!
waaah!
Imma get alcohol.
Be back. Even though I know I'm not talking to anyone!

Okaaai.
I'm back.
I love the smell of alcohol o.o
Ethyl alcohol, I mean..
It smells so good! I mean, it fills your senses for a while with a comforting smell that everything is clean o.o?
I love it~
-hugs bottle-
Imma label it with my name, someone might steal it! D:
What would I do when it finishes, though?
I mean, am I just supposed to throw a bottle I once hugged? Like throwing an enemy who once used to be your best friend?
Oh well, I can't keep it... I mean, if you have an OC disorder, it would piss you off like hell xDD
Haay.
I really want to talk to someone! Anyone??? crying
Everyone's asleep. :'(

My tummy is aching.. @__@
I think I'm hungry xD
Oh well, I ain't going back downstairs!!! ><

Oh damn.
My dad will wake soon, he shouldn't see me awake! He'd be not mad, but SAD sad
weird, I know!

I'll just go review first aid or something +_+ I love first aid. There's just something about paramedics I find appealing as a career. They say it would suit me too... just have to be more patient xD

I hate wires.



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  • User Comments: [8]
    janyolski
    Community Member





    Mon Oct 13, 2008 @ 10:59am


    wow...

    imma comment on the parts of the entry separately...

    first part :

    crying see? i could have stayed longer, you know.... but then the static was killing me.... gonk i was like "i love you" and then you were "BYE"
    crying ....but i undersshhhttaaannnddd ........

    after ten seconds part :

    you disassembled your printer ?? o.o
    wow... xd she's hyper again...

    lion king !!!!!!! i love lion king too !!!!! i got this thing for father-son movies !!!
    crying especially those from disney and pixar....
    like finding nemo... and etc !

    what about wires do you hate ?
    O_O


    Moonlight_Dancero9
    Community Member





    Mon Oct 13, 2008 @ 11:57am


    You did? You said I love you??? crying
    -stabs cellphone-
    STUPEED!
    -runs around screaming and breaking things-
    xDD

    No, I was just wondering, silly! I can't disassemble it! I don't know how to put it back! xDD

    I sure was rofl
    I love Lion Keeng crying
    Yeah, the father-son thing really gets me too T^T
    there's something about it that's just emo
    and stuff XD


    janyolski
    Community Member





    Wed Oct 15, 2008 @ 07:43am


    O_O

    i thought you hate wires ??????

    then last night you were asking me to be your wire ??!!

    xd


    Moonlight_Dancero9
    Community Member





    Wed Oct 15, 2008 @ 01:28pm


    Hahaha xDD
    I just did that outta stupidity xd
    Sometimes I think they're cute..
    I mean, you just see those [the clean ones] squeaky, squishable and adorable looking little things xD Where the wire is just so cute you wanna eat it o.o?
    I want a wire, one day, it might taste good xd


    janyolski
    Community Member





    Wed Oct 15, 2008 @ 03:14pm


    eek

    =speechless=

    eek


    Moonlight_Dancero9
    Community Member





    Fri Oct 17, 2008 @ 02:03pm


    I wrote that? O-O

    xd


    janyolski
    Community Member





    Tue Nov 04, 2008 @ 06:45pm


    yeah..

    uh-huh..

    you did...

    o_O


    Moonlight_Dancero9
    Community Member





    Wed Nov 05, 2008 @ 07:40am


    hahaha xd

    Don't mind that! It's crazy!


    User Comments: [8]
     
     
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