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Sinking in it
it is so warm
yet so cold
I can't stand this life
I want the light to die
I want the world to be in forever silent Darkness
Why can't you see
your words have no meaning to me
I would rather Die than cause more pain
but your words still have no meaning
Your warm and full of life
I am cold and want to die
you can't save me
you can't save me
because i am already gone
The light is fading
and your not here
I knew you wouldn't appear
yet i was mildly hopeing *sigh*
but it's to late
the light is fading
i'm not awakening
soon i'll be in silent Darkness
Drowning in my own red liquid
you didn't come
it is done
i slipped away into the silent Darkness
you shake me
but i am already gone
you yell my name
but it's to late
you pull me out
but i have already drownd
you stop the blood
but i've already lost so much
you cry your tears
but i can't see them
you scream
but i can't hear you
you dont understand
but i can't tell you
you call for help
but they can't save me
you blame yourself
but i am not worth it
Why do you think i did this?
Because i am worthless
you might have made me feel
but that just made it worse
i didn't deserve you
So I Killed Myself