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Life: each breath i take adds another chain
each heart beat puts another knife through me
and with every second i cry another bullet flies in at me
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IM TRYING im trying im failing im crying eyes swelling im dying soul sailing im brave im shaking inside im tough im pretty much a lie im here im gone im fading oh god im in love im blind im stupid im a little gurl im a young lady im a woman im lost im wondering im so far away yet so very close im blissful and terrifying im me im trying to escape this fate laid before me im triping im falling im breathing im suffocating im sad im happy your better without me im slipping off the edge im bleeding im hurting im dead im searching im starving im worthless im an idiot im pointless im not perfect im a freak im crazi how can u still love me? im toren apart im missing im broken im shattered im frozen im trying its not working im flawed i feel fake im a mistake im trapt im caged im chained i feel hanged im floated on a thread one mistake and im dead i tried being perfect it wasnt worth it who could i hav fooled im lying to myself im hiding in a shell im building up a wall that no one will ever break down im hiding in the shadows where i know its safe im lonely im hated im hot im a b*h im not god im negative im opitimistic im loved im losing it im a ghost of the past of the present of the future of what will be of what has been i'm not gone yet im never dead i wont give up not just yet im a singing im an artist im original im far from the best i impress i depress im depressed i hide it i die i live i blame i forgive i regret i never forget i beg i lose i win i guess its all over in the end im trying where has it gotten me? xXMiss AsphyxiationXx** · Sun Dec 07, 2008 @ 08:39pm · 0 Comments


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"I'm not saying that I'll love you forever
Hell who am I kidding
Cause were perfect together
Notice that when we talk I can't help but stutter
Your to perfect for words
I just want you forever."
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