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What, Wait, Why? by meh
What, Wait, Why?
By: Midnight

Chapter one No! But Love?
When she left a part of him died, she had walked away without a second thought… it seemed… his heart shuddered… and he only kept his gaze were she had stood, were they were happy… what went wrong? They were the puzzle pieces to fit but maybe not, nothing could stand between them or so it was…now she just so easily walks away? Without a tear to shead? This clearly was not his love the girl that had said no matter what you’re in my heart! She was happy with him… but then she disappeared for a month! And when she came back she was pail… saddened even her voice had changed! It had the sound of a harp that only angels could play, yet so much pain that hell could not give out? What had happened to her? He wondered he had to know! This was the very meaning of his existence and she just walked away? Crawling up, he herd voiced so far and pressure on his arms, he blinked… suddenly back in reality to find Nattily (his cousin) shaking his arms screaming his name demanding if he was okay, questioning what had happened… worried if they would have to take him to a shrink or hospital…
“I’m fine” he tried to say but all that came out was a crumbled little cry saying “okay” it was just in that moment her faced popped back into his mind it was set, sad… and hurt ‘I can’t do this… if I hurt you I would never be able to live’ she blinked ‘never but forever… I have to leave I’m sorry’ by this point her face was stern and promising… with that she turned and left… a sob unleashed its self as he curled into Nattily’s arms
“It’s alright… it was the girl wasn’t it” Nattily’s face was so furious that a thick cloud of hate spread over her eyes “Tell me the truth it was … Midnight wasn’t it? You love her and she hurts you! I know you better than anyone, and you, I. Jasper I love you I do… and you love her… I’ll kill her!” Jasper shook his head in her arms
“I don’t know why but something told me she did what she did, for reasons and it hurt her as worse than anything hell could throw at her… one thing I don’t get she said ‘if I hurt you I would never be able to live, never but forever’ do you have any idea what that could mean?”
Suddenly as if she was hit her face was paler then normal… her gentle demanding voice was different “did she look, sound, smell any different? Then what she did?” Nattily didn’t bother hiding her concern…
“Yeah… she was pretty, very pretty. More pretty then when I saw her last month but I rather my old Midnight not who ever that was…” his voice cracked “ Nattily I don’t know how to say this but u have to believe me… that wasn’t my Midnight” she nodded to his surprise! “You mean you believe me?!” She nodded again she focused on the words he was saying…
“Jasper… don’t think I’m crazy now but… Midnight, is a Vampire just like I, please believe me and not be scared, Jazz you know if I ever joke about this at such a time!” he paled could this be plausible? How long had it taken her to become a vampire… if I ever hurt you I would never be able to live, never but forever… her everything was different… it wasn’t his midnight it was already hell’s midnight… that means she still loved him! “Are you okay with this, wait you do believe me right?!” he nodded “What’s happening in your mind? I mean common what are you thinking?”
“It’s possible then, that she still does love me?!” Nattily thought then nodded sternly “Why did you hide this from me? For how long?!”
“We come from to different parents remember… our mothers are sisters. Well my father is a vampire, and well when I was developing he turned my mother, so basically I’ve hide this from everyone my whole life… and I couldn’t make any exceptions. But now you know… I’m sorry, I don’t like hiding it from you… truly I don’t, neither does mother” she continued to blab on…
Jasper couldn’t stop thinking ‘he turned her’ does this mean she could turn him?...
Chapter 2 What happened?
It was a normal day, damp, gray… yet full of life. I was waiting for my boyfriend Jasper to come to the mall so we could hang out… I was tan, tall but not too tall, I had long blonde hair that curled at the end! Beautiful green eyes. Every one said I was funny and awesome… totally normal. Then why would this happen to me. I was at a bench by the water fountain I remember it as if it was yesterday
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Her soft eyes focused on the water, she reached into her purse and pulled out a dollar coin, ‘hrmmm’ she thought… ‘I know what I want… I wish that I and Jasper could love each other for ever!’ she blushed at her thought and threw the coin down into the water and sat back down, and continued to wait
“Hey, whets wrong” a voice so soft that it could have been an angel speaking to her “wow you’re so pretty, and you smell so, wonderful” the strangers dark eyes peered daringly at her “I mean you must be waiting on some one right or is it my lucky day?” he smirked and she noticed that one of his teeth were unusually sharp and bigger than the others, not too much though…
“My boyfriend” she said ‘wow he is so hot’ she thought and blushed “I don’t think I’ve seen you before… I’m…” she was about to continue but the stranger interrupted her
“Alex,” he smiled so lovely, “I don’t suppose I could get you to talk for me for a little long,” Alex gave a puppy pout and his shaggy blonde hair almost covered up his dark eyes
“Well I see no harm in it. I told my boyfriend if he wasn’t her in 15 minutes I would go on a walk that was about” she looked at her phone and was immediately mad, and she coninuted “35 minutes ago ah man the movies already started, that’s just like him to… hmph would you like to escourt me to the parking lot its already December I would hate to go alone out back because all those gang members and its dark out… please you seem nice” she added quickly “I’ll have to stop by his house and see what’s taking him so long” she didn’t want alex to know she liked him… because she loves Jasper.
“It would be an honor,” he said with a acent, style but she ignored it and wraped her arm through his and they bounded towards the door. “So do you think I’m trust worthy, and nice?”
“You most certainly seem so, it’s great getting to know you Alex” she said truthfully
“I think we should have a tad bit more time getting to know each other please?” he begged so charmingly she couldn’t say no. She nodded. “Here come over here towards the trees I want to show you something” she followed
Why am I following this stranger? Why cant I say no, who is this ‘Alex’ were is he from? She rememberd his acent. What caused him to speak like that? Of corse there mall had to be in the middle of the woods, she sighed out loud then suddenly hoped he didn’t hear it but he did and looked at her as if asking for an explentaion. “um just a little tired that’s all, what are you showing me?”
“do you see how big the moon is tonight?”
“Yeah its gorgous” she wondered what that had to do with anything
“good common” he quickend and then they were in a opening to a beautiful iced over medow with the moon reflecting off the lake
“Oh, its so beautiful,” she whispered
“yes it is would you like to see what I wanted to show you though?”
There was more?! Wow amazing… they stood face to face less than 10 inches away, he stood slumping a little so that they could look directly into his eyes, then he opened his mouth as if to talk but just kept it open and those sharp teeth she notice were even longer! And he reached forward to her neck, RUN! She thought but couldn’t move and pain informed around her neck everything went black and she couldn’t see she felt like she was laying down now, the pain was not just in her neck this time but also even at her knees it was creeping its way away from her toes and up her body infact this unbarible pain was seeking its way back to her heart! ‘No!’ she wanted to cry but didn’t… she couldn’t not even scream it was unbarible then her heart thudded as fast as a humming birds wings then, it stoped. Everything the pain was gone she was okay she opened her eyes to see that Alex was still there it was day now and the trees loomed over her like death “WHAT HAPPENED?! WHATS GOING ON?” she shouted standing on her feet. Her face filled with horror that wasn’t her voice! It sounded like angel’s playing the harp
Alex smiled, lovely, too lovely to be human. “Good morning, I’m sorry about that you smelled incredible and the fact that I just bite you to turn you was amazing of me. You look even prettier as a Vampire then human although your tan is gone” He frowned “But now you’ll have no choice but to love me too, I want you beside me” he studied her features and smiled very pleasingly and perverted “Ichose well,” he stood up and made his way toward her, she backed up and was back to back with a tree she was traped! Finaly he was as close as they were the last thing she remembered… it was fuzzy but defenatly that close and he held her head reaching toward her his lips found hers and she pushed him off!
“What are you doing! Get away you.. you creep!” she wanted to run but didn’t she didn’t under stand what was it that had happened “What did you do to me? What are you, me, we errr… what did you do?!?”
He chuckled darkly. “Well you know what a vampire is right?” she nodded hesitatingly “I am over 500years old, and you are now mine! You’re a vampire now too! And we’ll be together for ever! And well we should start for ever now shouldn’t we?” he chuckled even more darkly and the smiled that was there before, widened .
“No! Stay away you… you creep! I belong to only Jasper!” she said sourly.
“well I wouldn’t you might hurt him! You’re a vampire now and you shouldn’t be taking any chances of hurt him, if you realy loved him!” he took a step back “Please at least give it a month here with me? He kissed her hand, and during the month I want ‘try’ anything, unless you want me to.” He raised an eye brow sugesitvly
“No never! Ugh fine a month then what can I go back to him and he’d be mine again?”
“No but you may dump him to make it so he has a chance of a life again” he paused “then it would be just us, babe”
“DON’T YOU EVER CALL ME THAT AGAIN!” she yelled and crawled up against the tree and sobbed, I can’t hurt him.. I won’t hurt him… but I can’t take the risk… at the end of the month I disopere from Jasper, forever. This is defenatly not what I wished for!
And so the month had passed, Alex still try to convince her, and she continued to morn for losing Jasper, she promised he wouldn’t see her shed one tear ‘Better to get it out now, than then’ she repeated in her head over and over again! “You can go now, but only if you come back to me!” alex told her
She nodded and within minutes was at the park and found Jasper napping on ‘their tree’ like how they always did, I gues he hasn’t gotten over me yet she sighed and it woke him “Im dream he stood up, Midnight why did you leave I missed you so…” he stoped and saw her, she must have looked pissed, and she was, but only at her self
“Its over ive got to move on.. if I don’t you might get hurt…” she paused her face was hiding nothing “I can’t do this… if I hurt you I would never be able to live” she blinked “never but forever… I have to leave I’m sorry” her face by this time she was sure was promising and stern, good, she thought. ‘Cause I intend it to look that way! Without even waving she turned and walked away only to here him barely stammer what made her stop for just 1 second was when he said “u… I …we..lov…ed each..other …..ever….and …for” a silent sob went through her lips and she continued “goodbye” she mouthed when she was finally out of sight, tears strung down her face and she went back to Alex and she would tell him how horrible he was!
Chapter 3 So, Now what?




 
 
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