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Hooboy....im kinda looking forward to this...it seems that EVERY dance spaulding hosts that something goes wrong and theres always a bunch of drama....i hate that...and all the other guys are getting nice suits or tuxes for the dance an i just have a crappy sportcoat and slacks, thats BULLSHIT... burning_eyes burning_eyes My parents were complaining about how if i got a suit then it would cost too much money (150$), my outfit i have costed 125$......im REALLY pissed. burning_eyes like they couldnt spend 25 more dollars to make me happy and not hate them....and everything i have is ******** GRAY!!!gray!! i mean c'mon...my mom was trying to force me to get purple for crying out loud.....its what im wearing, so why does she care what it looks like???Damn..i would say i wouldnt go. but my girlfriend is really looking forward to it, shes gonna look really beautiful and im gonna look like a ******** gray blob....dammit i feel terrible, shes gonna say i look great, but shes actually gonna be embarrassed to be seen with me....thats how it always goes....and nothing is ever different...i feel so terrible..... burning_eyes crying emo