I don't want to go to ******** school anymore. I just want to be with my friends all the time and spend money. Sadly that doesn't get you very far in life based on economy. Le sigh. I've pretty much decided to drop out of this school I'm in. It does kinda suck, and it's not much of a college. I'm not happy there either, so I think it's time to leave. Now, the issue I'm faced with is whether or not to attend school anymore this quarter. Cause I could just withdraw and work this quarter, make some money before I go to NOVA. It might be a smart move, might be a waste. I'm quite torn on that.... yes. Like a pulled muscle. I really want to go down the contemporary art tree. Some drawing classes, painting maybe, definantly sculpture. Get some Gen Ed classes out of the way also. After a few semesters there then I'll probably go off to another college, maybe a few hours away. Live there or something. The thought is kinda.. well very scary actually. The reason why I stayed here was because I didn't want to leave my friends and everthing I'm used to. It might be nice to start over, but I'm afraid I'll hate it and come back after the 2nd week. *cough* ChrisRay *cough*. I have a bad habbit of finding a nook and staying in it. I get rather content easily, maybe too easily.
Listening to Beck. He's pretty awesome. Kinda crazy, but I like it. His lyrics are rather nonsensicle, or maybe I just don't understand them. I'm a bit tired now, had a nice long day of 2 hours in color theory. Spent some time with Matt. Not to happy about that, well more indifferent. I have no strive to spend time with him anymore. I don't know if that's selfish or not really. Oh well. Ciao.
~Melly out.
 melidserke · Wed Oct 19, 2005 @ 06:27am · 0 Comments |
